MeiHua's Personal Diary

2011-07-29T10:05:00.000-07:00

Cant sleep ... today is friday shall be happy cos weekend arriving ... but i'm not happy at all ..
cos of 2 reason my mood v bad ... a colleague of mine pass away so suddenly ... tml will be funeral last day den send her off ... ):

AND a good friend of mine all of a sudden say quit school jiu quit school ... ):
very 舍不得her ... but like what she said tt's her decision tt's her choice & tt's her future ...
i hope she'll remine in IRC class but i cant be selfish ... so ... ALL THE VERY BEST my dear friend( T.xinyi ) [: u still owe me a home make BREAD dun forget !
there's always me & evelyn to miss u in IRC . u're really a girl tt im so impress , good result , good looking , not smoking , caring , joker & most importntly u're really a good listening ear .
i remember i ask evelyn ...if yr didnt get into other group but to know me this grp first will thing be different ? HA !怪只能怪我没早点认识你！
VERY STRESS in class ... lack of motivation !... cos of the time table changes ! F***! >.<
Tcher bloody BIAN TAI ! *_*
i dont like to join a group with full of stress ... i rather be myself then to follow wad pple ask me to do .. or want me to do like a DOG !
that particular day ... im really SHOCK to knew my friend were to be theft ! never did my secondary friend do such thing before !
no guilty at all to be a theft ! what a joke ! isnt tt an inmature act?
HO MEI HUA & EVELYN JIA MIN , JUST 3MORE MONTH PLUS 1MONTH ATTACTMENT and nitec course will end . jia you ! HEISIO !(:

2011-07-29T08:15:00.001-07:00

hias very sad lea ....
bored la !

2011-06-12T15:19:00.000-07:00

不久前这个“他”对我真的很好！虽然是马来西亚人，但不管发生什么事他都不会对我发脾气！这个他曾经努力追求了我半年，送花，一起看电影，一起去溜冰，一起约出去吃饭，逛街，不管什么季节都一起过，包括情人节！这个他也是第一个罚站在我学校外面一个小时就为了等我放学的男人。我们以为这样的我们就是开始了，但我们都错了！

一开始是我不愿意接受他，

1）因为我觉得我们不配，但拍了照很多人说我们俩像脸，很配！

2）因为他是马来西亚人，我并没看不起他，而是害怕交往后他会回马来西亚，那我该怎么办？毕竟他是为了赚钱才来新加坡工作的！

3）因为他抽烟，喝酒都有！我反对！

这些都是我没接受他的顾虑！

而他却说，

1）我们配不配并不重要，而是我对你够不够好才是最重要的！

2）我答应你这5到6年里我不会永久的回马来西亚！

3）我没有常常喝酒只是偶尔，抽烟我会改但需要时间，我会减少到一天一根然后再完全戒掉。

不管我有在多的顾虑，他都依依的说出解决的方法。

如果你是我，你会接受他吗？应该会吧？但我还是没有接受他。

他还是没放弃，以行动来证明他要追我的决心。

半年了，我心动了，他的生日也到了，我提议提他庆祝生日，他很高兴，我也很期待。

时间快到了，换好衣服等他的信息！。。时间到了！但他却没信息来，我也打了好几通电话给他，但却打不通，我担心了！一直等，一直等，他打来了，他说昨晚朋友打给他说他出意外，而他就赶去 JB 看他朋友，我问，那为什么没告诉我呢？难道你不知道你已经约好我了吗？他，道歉了！说给他一小时回家换衣服，我，好吧！一小时后他说刚到家再给他一小时，我说，算了吧你那么忙约下次吧！

想接受他了，但我万万没想到也没想过他累了！他放弃的理由却是“想以事业为主”！

我难过了，失望了！如果我从来没想接受他，我的难过会不会少一些些？

后来我们冷淡了，因为还想着他，我Login了他的facebook，我看到的却是我难以相信的事，

才发现他原来是个花心的人，面博的女孩/女朋友多我一个也不多，少我一个也不少！他说他只在乎我一个！的却他面博(facebook)大多数都在写我跟他的事。

后来，我无意间看到他和他朋友的谈话内容，

他朋友：几时回来啊？一起去clubbing

他：不确定耶！

他朋友：那你在新加坡没有去clubbing 的吗？

他：新加坡的很贵耶！我都是去JB的！

哈！突然想起，他生日的前一晚，他朋友怎么可能半夜出意外？而且这个他是 KL 人，怎么可能有JB朋友？(see the horse leg? ) 漏出马脚！

哎！！不管怎样我还是停止和他联络了！我叫他不要再信息来打扰我！希望他能对下一个女孩好一点吧！

他曾经告诉我，他也曾经很爱过一个女孩，他以为爱就是保护好他爱的人，不让她哭，不让她不开心，不让她被伤害，给她快乐幸福，这就是爱，但他所说的女孩最终还是被人抢走了。

我告诉他，我曾经也以为，幸福就是找到一个能让我开心快乐，不让我哭，不让我不开心，一直保护我肯为我牺牲的男孩，而这就是我所谓的爱！为什么我和你不是第一个爱对方的人呢？。。。哈！爱是没有任何理由的！(:

2 yrs never blog already !

2011-05-31T14:01:00.000-07:00

currntly in bishan ite ... that is always a better school den mecperson ite ...
ONE year course ... which mean one year friendship with my classmate ..
well , i actually read through one of my classmate blog , im touch by what she said and also what she had done to protect her friend from being bullied by my classmate .
the friend she want to protect was actually a ASD girl . and ASD is a mental illness .
im angry with this girl bcos she fool around in class like a mad women , dancing ,singing,insulting and she shouted at me once in class . i was so angry that i shouted her back too , (tt is before i knew she have got ASD )
and then i get to knw her condition through a talk , ASD kids only have 5 yrs old EQ ..
which mean she dont knw what she is saying or mayb things tt we feel insulted when we get angry she will feel happy . or even what is angry of happy she herself also dont knw ..
im impressed by my friend , for me i cannot stand a ASD kids . but she is willing to protect this girl when no one does it ... if you were to be the ASD girl will you be touch on what your friend has done for you? if i were her i will treasure this friendship v much (:
after reading my friend blog , that is e time whereby i reflected myself , why she can forgive and forget so easily , why cant i ?
not many people can , im one of them , just dont bully dont insult one another , she never go over my limit i think i can endure and be friend with her .

is true that when you grow older you will see thing in another angle , for me im tired of having " ah lian " friends ,if u r trying to act like a ah lian den get lost ! friends that are years with me i treasure v much , cos friend i dont need many just one or two true friend is enough , think back , and im v happy to say tt i have a friend tt is with me for e past 18 years , and she is now in e same school with me . and 3 friend that is 4 years with me :D
e next one im hoping is Ng shi qi are u my next true friend ? hahahah

2010-05-26T15:52:00.000-07:00

going to malaysia soon ..jus few more hours ..
but my bag still not packed yet ..
actually wan pack jus now...but dun knw wad to bring like suddenly -.-
feel so mood swing now ! feel like pulling someone to smack ! -.-"
feel so hungry !
didnt slp for e whole night .. mayb later will be slping on the jorney to msia !
shall go pack my bag now !
if not forget bring under wear how? (laughs !)
byeeeeeeeeeeee !

2010-04-23T15:34:00.000-07:00

back back BACK !
like long time nv post anything pple who read my blog also sian to view again !
yea?
recently , really quit-ed school !
so , pple tt message me , ya i quit-ed schooling .
* anyway to neo weichee quit school for me is kinda wasted !
if i got a better choices i wont quit !
so ya ! no big fuck about tt ! *
back to topic ....
well..no worries !
before i decided quiting school , i struggle !
3month plus studying in macpherson ite , attendence really v poor !
cos half way thru i lost interest to e course !
i missed lesson , i miessed class ! there for there's really no point continue-ing ..
attendence fail = debar for exam !
so , this year i will be working .
next year den i apply for ite again hopefully getting a better course !
if not will be using e money tt i earn within this year to study private school .
no certificate in singapore = no more future ~ ):
takecare !

2010-03-18T04:31:00.000-07:00

happy belated birthday to serene sis !

woooots ! like finally pbt members are all ggather back ^^
thanks to the organiser me lahs ! cheh !

went out wit lian(sis) lynn(sis) yongzhao(sis)...

actaully want go temple wit them de . but end up no enough time .

so went to CCK to look for lian (sis) phone stuff . .

seriously din know all of us will gather . cos i called every members..

lian,actaully say not coming de . jiao, annting & hanlin cannot be comfirm .

everything was like so last min !
last min soome of them almost give up on coming , had alittle bit of unhappy .
but still is ok la ^^ at least at last min everyone is here .*lucky* never waste my effort hahas !

went back to jurong point. design our cake for serene . wad a ugly cake cheh !

brought heart shape ballon but me & lian cant even blow one ! (-.-")

but see lynn yongzhao & jiao blow like so easy siak !

hey lian ! wad happened to u and me huh ! cant even blow one manx ! hahas !

half way doing cake serene message me say reached . ohmanx !
no choice but asked lynn to go meet her and get serene out of von shop .so tt we can give her surprise ^^

handful of heart shape ballon in our hand ,walked from jp2 basement all the way to jp1 von shop kinda so embrasseing hahas !

reached von shop we hide ourself . waited for hanlin,

when he reached i gave lynn a call .and we hide at changeing room.

when serene came ....so coinccident there's one customer wan try clothing -,-

spoile mood haha!

but still serene was shock ^^ tts e way manx ! hahas !

2010-03-06T14:28:00.000-08:00

o5o3201o :

what a fun day !

9plus reach-ed school and 113o school ended ^^
actually meeting ideal go home tgt !

but den ideal after tt meeting friends :x

train-ed back to jurongpoint to look for yvonne (:
after tt meeting yongzhao to watch movie...

den lynn & janice came too ! ^^

went to have our lunch at long john silver !

and den went to 7/11 to help them buy cigrette !

watch "being human "

is really a funny movie ! MUST WATCH !

ESP the part where the "sorry sorry " song was played ^^

after movie went back to accompany yvonne with yongzhao (:

half way thru bcos of boredom i requst yongzhao to pei me to basement walk walk..

brought SUSHI for yvonne & den went to buy our happy lunch box at "shiling"

back to von shop eat ^^

took some photo(s) too heheheh ! (:

to someone !

2010-03-06T13:59:00.000-08:00

dun really know wad to post !
didnt wish to post out those unhappy staff ! AND i dun wish to quarrel !
if ended e friendship will make both of us happier den be it bahs .
nothing else i can do or say !
just hope tt u wake up alittle !
i just dont get it y pple tt beat u up u still speak up for them !
pple tt somehow concern for u, u kick aside !
like me ? lynn ? & baozhen !?
she concern abt u there for she ask where were u !
but someone jus followed adeline thoughout everywhere !
went to jvss look for trouble ! all this nvm ! i didnt wan to sae !
i looked at yr post i feel so pathetic !
u actuallied lied to baozhen isnt it?
tell me tell u this ! u better wake up yr mind ! and GET TIS CLEAR !
if its a true friend she will silently waiting for u to U-TURN back !
and this some one is baozhen ! whether to wake up and be guai or not seriously ...
NO ONE CAN HELP U ! u not tired of kana beaten up may u .
but pple tt was waiting for u to U-TURN will be tired ONE DAY .
whether u believe or not u doesnt affect my life anymore.
i asked for sister back ...
but no result ! im tired and den i said lets be friend ...still no result !
i decide to give up ! i quarrel wit u the final time and i said im tired lets end everything at one go ~
but u asked for friendship ~ gal ...u asked for friendship !
u send me a msg " still friend?"
"i reply yes if u treat me as one !"
u told me adeline said " having one more friend is better den having one more enemies "
now?
im not the one u must respect is adeline the one u need to respect?
well seriously no point saying all this out already !
i didnt wan to say ! but jus not i never say anything tt mean i lose to u or must let u say untill
im not even a human being !
if u think i not worth yr respect ...well ..is okay ! doesnt matter to me anymore .
lets end e friendship if it make u feel happier ! and no point stupidly post on blog !
let bygones be bygones ! tt all ~ take good care !

2009-12-31T11:05:00.000-08:00

hohoho ! christmas is over =.=

today was the starting of 2010 !

and EVERYTHING gona be NEW !

school,school mates, CLASSMATES, teachers, UNIFORM

& last but not least the thing we gona learn is kinda different from secondary schools i think.

so new challenging things coming up on 2010 ! :x

jus hopefully all my friends gotten e courses u girls wanted !

hopefully APPEAL successfully manx !

2009 past-ed kinda real fast !

ended popular job due to starting of school.

working in popular isnt EASY .

esp when the manager thr is fucking, bloody, super duper terribly not good towards you !

not tt bad la. but i like to say till she's tt bad in my heart :p

cos everytime she say me, she also dun care abt my feeling wahahaha !

staff thr are all real friendly people la .

im lucky one can !

the two special event popular conducted, im presence ! :D

the K-box SESSION and the CHRISTMAS PART ~ !

well working in there let me learn to be tolerence. everything must tolerate , even if u r unhappyabt it u have to tolerate .

when i really cant tolerate alr, meiying n yong zhao will be e one tt i will burst my feeling to :D

so im glad to knw the 2 of them :)

thanks for all the supportive words tt move me on !

i love to hear the 2 of them nag me :D

cos they will dig out all the big big reasonable thing to say me say untill i nth to talk back :D well,

took some photo wit my colleague but not all presence today which is my last day of work :)

2009-12-17T03:46:00.000-08:00

OH DAMN !
my blog is really dead :x
woot ! today went to eat soul garden wit my colleague.
kinda fun larh !
tml will be result release day.
feel sux !
damn worried about it !
hopefully every of my friend done well bahs.
meeting yonglian to sch tml.
long time nv meet up alr ya ?
see u gals soon den.
all the very best for tml !

2009-11-10T10:01:00.000-08:00

working in popular isnt as easy as what most of e student think.
its seriously tiring la ! esp when u seriously dun like to study n u hated book so much ! lols !
so next time when u go to popular pls put back thing tt u took out :D return it to its original place ^^
nowadays nth much life isnt as boring as to let me think tt much .
thanks to lynn . thanks to cell group .
knw alot of new friends at city harvest. they r REAL friendly .
heng im kinda friendly pple also wahahaha ! XD
went to cell grp . see lian sheng dance para , make me laugh all e way ! lols !
there's hong kah pple thr too ^^
e talk at city harvest really make sense la. all life experience (:
oh ! this coming thursday popular spoonser all staff to song K ^^
will be a safra ! woohoo! beer will be open ? lols !
kinda new experience also la.
cos everytime going out wit same ages friend
this time , thr's 50 plus years old de , 20 plus de , me & hui jia 10 plus plus de wahhahaha !
sure will have fun? hahahs !
heard tt westmall popular won a prize tt why , we celebrate hahaha !
10pm till 3 am XD ! fun !
sing sing SING ! WOO !
sing our lungs n heart out ^^
byyyyyeeeee !

2009-11-04T06:46:00.001-08:00

early morning bcos of gastric pain i woke up at least twice .
but din eat medicine :x i bear wit e pain n i force myself to sleep.
but nearly 10 thn i woke up again. almost late for work.
message meiying while on the way to popular.
thanks to her. if nt her i will really broke down.
today popular was so so so busy.
isit? or mayb is i no mood to work bahs ):
i received msg from someone.
i really dun knw what i do wrong le. i wasnt back up for anyone unless its my gan meimei.
i dun have e rights to do anything to others.
i didnt wanna help e angle !
and i dun knw her, is jus i went to church wit lynn and i knw her by coincident
what u told me de thing i din forget and i actually recall she is e angle u looking for.
i told u before. but i din knw u will she im her back ups .
u knw me !
im not those kinda will find trouble de people.
is only when pple make till me den i will get angry.
what e point of din make thing clear n u actually msg me to scold me?
u scold n scold u will get happier den carry on.
but check wit yr cousin im helping her or i harming her den u scold ba.
im tired im really tired.
today jitao cant take it.
gastric pain till i arrange book also must kneel down to arrange.
stock comes alot today.
my head almost burst. thanks to my ah tao .
she really came out to help me. even if i done wrong thing she also din scold me.
as for other department !
pple tt i dun like keep ask me to go throw rubbish :x *shag !*
i wonder if i can take anymore blow?
hais ! :') siao zhe ku hui gen nan shou ! :')

2009-11-01T23:47:00.000-08:00

today off day again !
mama linda happy cos today my sis also nv work.
she tot can go out happily but nope.
im tired ,
serene sis called me .
i answered her call wit half awake mind.
head v pain ! feel like knocking my head on e wall sio !
measured temperature 37.8 degree *ohmy !
how am i purpose to go work tml? ):
meihua is sick !
stupid blogger !
today is alr 2nd nov 2009.
3.53 pm !

2009-11-01T07:05:00.000-08:00

hais !
i believe everyhting will b fine de ! sure will.
someone changed to someone i really dun knw.
what's she thinkiing?
do she knw wad she's doing?
i saw her last night. but i dun knw what i can sae to her.
totally speechless !
i wanted to ask if she's fine? how r u ? like tis only.
but everything stuck in my mouth ):
every step im counting. and it goes more n more further !
im waiting for e U-turn.
but no ! it seem like only e matter of she WANT to turn or go straight?
hais !
this time round can i b e one walking away first?
i dun wanna see yr back facing me . ):
e one tt told me u will nv make me cry r e one tt i tears more for .
very very tired today !
hopefully someone take me out of this world .
im so tired . breaking down soon. slp only 4 hours .
work for 10 hours ): i wanna save money ! dun feel like eating .
totally no strength no energy to work . ):
hopefully everything will b fine during christmas bahs.
dun wanna sad during christmas.
dun give me present tt i dun wannt dun tell me anything sad during tt day please !
spare my life !
i will really go crazy de ! )':
sis i dun wanna quarrel wit u . im tired .
sorry to disturb u anyway ):

pple r changing ! i wan to change too.
good or bad lea? bad better?
popular pple say i guai ?
but bad like better?
i told meiying this . " north & north will sure repeal"
"south & south will sure repeal"
who understand this?

TIRED ! dun feel like slping .
feel like going to play ground ! )':

2009-10-29T13:39:00.000-07:00

very tired today !
working will nv b easy. went to rubbish dump for more thn 1 time .
ewww ! i hate to go thr la. but no choice .
hais . jus really no confident i will do well on this job :x
indeed had to apologise to meiying n xiu zhu bahs.
hopefully i din creat any trouble for them .
but is impossible la .lols .
today cheeleong de friend came to popular look for me (:
lols. v steady guy ! thanks huh !
result is out like so fast .
heard bad news while working .
hais . fall down isnt scary , scary de is u dun knw how to stand up again .
i phoned auntie jasmine while im working .
hais ! why mrs tan like tt de huh?!
hais ! nth can b done liao .
jus reality is cruel .
face it bahs . no point avoilding .
u cant jus work n study on e same time de .
work after exam, concentrate bahs . all the best .
how i wish u promoted .

well .
serene . u really make up yr mind le ma?
hais . its nt the time now u knw? ):
i can manage myself . i can learn to b independent . but sis .
u knw wad i wanna say de .
if u really make up yr ming le .
jus give me a msg bahs . hais !
and sis . dun think too much on wad had happened .
u wan listening ear . im here .
i may nt give much advice . but , do believe my 6th feeling is v accurate .
i knw how u feel.
whrer by u done alot alot for someone , but end up still seperated .
jus take it easy bahs hmm u r still young okay .
everything will be fine one fine day !

2009-10-28T16:40:00.000-07:00

hais !

lost-ed 4 kg in jus 5days .

am i happy wit tt? no.

wished to lost more weight .

ytd morning never eat. went to jurong point lunch wit lynn.

jus shared 1 bowl of curry wit her. and one small rice.

dinner mama say gt cook. but reached home..

i also nv eat. (:

now v hungry. but dun wish to eat.

jus let it be bahs. everything will be fine.(:

serene (sis) i knw u r sad . u got yr own thing to solve.

meihua dun wan ma fan u. jus hopefully our next msg ..

we will tell each other tt everything is solve we r all fine :')

wo men hui mei shi de !

someone jus bring me some bright when im having troubled on bz thing.

help me stand up again.

but now i fall even more worst.

if everything gona be like tis ,

i rather no one is thr to help me up tt time.

hais. jus let natural goes as time past bahs.

everytime when i heard yuan liang wo yi ci. ths song really sad ! hais !

someone is coming out real soon .

wonder will everything be alright to u girls :]

hopefully bahs.

im so tired !.

i rolled here & thr the whole night , i cant slp !

blasted my song into my ear. ear gona damage liao.

suddenly feel like be back the last time tt meihua.

smoke? beer? hais !

wo yi ding hui mei shi de !:')

after christmas & everything will go back to how we first time meet?

mayb bahs. hais ! :')

jialat ! cracked ! :x

while lynn they all smoking i nth to do. lols. cracked the glass near lift :x (pain?) NO ^^

this hello kitty v cute right? (: i like it hahahas ! ask lynn cute not , she sae i lame ): hmph !

2009-10-27T22:59:00.000-07:00

keep listening to this song : yuan liang wo yi ci .
very very sad song. everything will be fine one day i believe.
even everything is gone i still wish her good .(:

ytd went to work as normal.
popular isnt tt busy sometime.
so help to wrap up diectionary.
wrap n wrap n wrap so fast is lunch time.
dint eat alot. no wei kou to eat somemore stomach pain for the entire day.
chat wit meiying while she is wraping diectionary.
gambling freako.
lols. next time teach me majong okay !(;
work isnt tt smooth also.
i tot knw well my own department thing will do.
other department thing jus ask them can alr.
but nope people are so .... hais.
i ask for help 2 time from stationary department
but sth jus spoiled my mood :x
forget it everything job will have unhappy staff.
jus hopefully when manager come back nth will happened bahs.
everything will be fine one day !
com is spoiled currently using laptop.
kana scolded by mama.
jus bcos of sis spoiled my com. and i actually kana scolded :(
sometime seriously dun feel like living in the world.
but still i believe everything will be fine one day.
not everyday r the same. miracle will jus happened one day?
who knw?(:
hopefully tml will be better .(ming tian hui gen hao )

no wei kou to eat.

2009-10-25T01:58:00.000-07:00

the second day on diet.
im on diet?
hmm actually no. only no wei kou to eat.
gastric pain for more den 1 hours . lying on bed roll here n thr.
but still pain din stop i also cant slp.
nvm diet (: i will nv wanna get fat anymore.
once when im skinny.
people sae wanna feed me till fat fat de.
but when im slightly fatter. people throw my aside.
i swear i will nv wanna get fat again .
now is the best time on diet. cos i really no weo kou to eat anything.
see food? i really feel like vomitting ):

gastric pain ! cant tahan !

2009-10-24T11:57:00.000-07:00

blogging time !

dun knw wad to blog about .

heard my staff head told me .

popular heird me bcos my hand writing very nice and neat =.=

whr got such thing wan? lols !

manager coming back soon . jialat !

heard tt manager v fierce de lols .

well.. today ?

nothing much,craps wit meiying and knw new colleague hui jia? (:

today din eat breakfast go work . as popular open at 10.30 on weekend.

lunch time. eat apples and drink mineral water . (:

dinner din manage to eat much. not even half pack of rice?

gastric start to pain. but really no wei kou to eat.

now? middle of the night. cant slp . gastric pain ! cant tahan !

like tt also good? can diet? but faster ways to kill myself.

fasters ways to get heathless .

whats wrong wit me ? ! meihua ! wad's wrong le ? !

hais.speechless ! just everything will be fine one day.

i hope so .

sad la ! emo-ing :x

hanging on chair :x

im looking at this toy. tt 'M' stands for meihua ma? :(

i love this toy ! i really love it (:

the place i always stayed at when break time. messy !

for someone ! big fuck to have gan di? laugh!

2009-10-23T13:55:00.000-07:00

nb ! u not happy u come confront me la !
write in blog for wad fuck ?!
i ask yr sis you online cos u at tt time u shall be slping liao la hor !
i ask who u, cos wonder if others is using yr account not !
wtf u wan now?!
den u at facebook kpkb for wad?!
at blog write about yr friend u mean serene bahs?!
u not happy u come confront me la !
laugh! writing about meiling?
discharge from hospital?
forgotten wad actually happened to baozhen? fine go back to her la .
i got nothing to say.
u r the one tt say going out wit me is so SIAN !
when u r at my house.
i told u . i wan pei u dun wan slp...
who is the one asking me to go slp de? huh!?
u wan go yr auntie asia house i got sae no ma?
u work till closing i got sae anything ma?
who is the one promise me next day got exam wont work after 10 de? huh!?
when im working at popular . did u ever tell me u coming to look for me?
when first day of me working WHO IS THE ONE PROMISED ME TO LUNCH WIT ME?!?HUH?!
did u faithful yr promise ever?
i dun wanna write on blog de.
i wanna prove tt u are different from baozhen.
i told yonglian they all u r different from baozhen. i told them this i believe u ARE DIFFERENT !

i didnt tell anyone anything other den serene . but u r the one writing in blog telling the whole world.
gal. bcos of u wanna care abt baozhen staff..
im the one kana beaten by meiling.
i didnt sae anything to anyone. but u r de one telling the whole world abt it.
now u care so much on meiling. WELL DONE! MEIHUA CLAP HAND FOR U !
baozhen r like tt u r like tt...
i wont keep anything more gans le.
i lost everything.
because of u.
i tell out the truth to yonglina they all tt time.
i alr prepare to have this day.
I WANNA PROVE THEM U R DIFFERENT FROM BAOZHEN.
but still... their words will never be wrong.
like i said. i got no U turning. never mind do wad u wan.
do u knw. yonglian past by popular she came in to talk awhile wit me.
u? come in and ask me for one on one?
u think tt is a joke? when im working u tell me this u think tt is a joke for me?!
okay okay ! joke joke.
u say joke den joke ba.
FINDING FAULT NOW REALLY GOT NO POINT.
wan den u come confront me. i anything wan.
hopefully u meiling & adeline will be back to sister again.
all the best den.
u wan disown me den tell me stright . i anything if u r happy wit it.
like i said u happy jiu hao. (;

PAIN ! :'(

2009-10-23T03:03:00.000-07:00

nowadays really no wei kou to eat.
something happened? made me no wei kou to eat? not sure ba.
ytd went to work as normal. every morning there is sure a small meeting for popular staff.
manager group me in 3rd grp for lunch and dinner.
before my group went for dinner..i was like dam hungry. but when its my turn..
i got no wei kou to eat. stayed at office with mei ying.
she teach me new thing (:
help her mark stock . but store room too small.. stock too much.. and i injured my leg got cut on hand ): ( cos using pen knife to open box ): )
earn money not easy :x
ytd there's a customer looking for GCE O'LEVEL CHEMISTRY *10ysr series book
but our outlet dun have. den customer requested to transfer tt book frm another outlet.
problem comes - my staff head marking stock cannot disturb her . another staff serving customer. she ask me to call other outlet on my own :x
seriously dun knw how to call and ask.. but still i tried (:
successful to get e book for customer(:
contented ^^
well...
around 8 plus received yonglian's msg..
she at westmall buying thing. den came to look for me awhile (:
and and huiyee ... thanks so much la. (:

nowadays really feeling sucks...
dun knw whats going on.
no seriously no point thinking and finding fault.
working might have some problems tt challenged me.
but still im happy working in popular can ^^
people thr r nice n funny oso.
they dun like their own staff to look unhappy or sad sad wan.
they cheer and joke around like one big family (:

today friday get my first off day.
time filies so fast. work nearly 1 week already (;

2009-10-21T15:05:00.000-07:00

jus a short post to sae out wad im thinking bahs.
when pple around u. controlled u.
doesnt mean they give u no freedom. think , are they protecting u from thing tt might happen next?
are they wanting to protect u from making the same mistake?
freedom meaning going out to ask for fight? ( ONE ON ONE?!)
HA ! if thing sae out pple really take it seriously.
who will she called? huh?!
serene . nowadays u like lost yrself alr. u helping who.
doesnt matter . stories can be made . like i said.
anything goes wrong her mom will go to who? u ma? or me?
u wan side who really doesnt matter to me.
there is really no point finding whos fault it is.
treat it as my fault hao le.
will everything stop? i hope so ba.
im seriously tiring when come back from work for 10 hrs . :(
i remember someone told me this.
freindship, relationship or wad ever are jus like a piece of chewing gum.
starting is always sweet , when u chew longer. it start to be somehow stuck / sticking yr teeth.
the longer u chew e more tasteless it is.
friendship / relationship?
somehow same. its always sweet in the begining , den start to quarrel start to have conflict n arguement, den start to be tired alr. lastly. give up and split it away.

ya. all my nonsensical craps.

my new life?

2009-10-20T11:43:00.000-07:00

19th oct was my first day working at westmall popular.
alot of pple said. popular quite relexing.
but actually its not . every job will have difficulties somehow somewhr.
im in the text & chinese department
tt mean if other pple ask me to help them search for books they needed for schooling,
i have to knw whr those books r placed and show them e direction.
well... first day of staff in popular.
i actually had to introduce myself to them. knw new colleagues.
but only two of them r in the same department as me . but nvm la both of them r nice pple.
esp one of them named meiying (:
first day thr. obviously everything is ok. cos if thr's anything tt goes wrong thr's still my head of department help me.
but second day was almost my nightmare. :x
meiyong went to other outlet meeting , and the other staff tt day suay suay off day.
left me alone in text n chinese department.
in whole of the popular . text n chinese department r the most busy one.
and thr's no one thr to help me.
although im being informed tt meiying and the other staff wont be thr to help me. cos one off day n one meeting.
but still morning ,i still can manage but after lunch time thr's really alot of pple looking for essement book n text book.
why do i say its almost my nightmare?
cos meiying suddenly pop out to help me (:
she finished meeting...(:
but bcos i got no mood. i actually dun give a dam to her.
i stock up books for her... some others thing she do it on her own ...
i feel so bad (;
THANKS TO SOMEONE TT SPOILED MY MOOD !
hais. i took down all fault ba.
EVERYTHING IS ENOUGH !
be wit who u wan. u cried while talking to serene?
SO TO ME !
GAN DI?! BIG DEAL ?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
since u said till like tt wads e point . u may leave anytime u wan. go to BAOZHEN n yr gan di den.
serene everything u said. i knw u dun mean it.
but seriously. use my butt to think also knw when im working. said all so called joke to me ...
VERY FUNNY MA?!
yes joke !
ya WHAT A JOKE ! JOKE OF THE DAY !!!!!!!!!
EVERYTHING I WRONG LIKE TT YR HAPPY?
said its a joke when pple start to angry?! den CAN YR KNW WHEN TO JOKE N WHEN NOT TO MA?!!!!!
ENOUGH !! IS ENOUGH !!
im tired though !
BYE ! :'(
WAD A SAD DAY ! fuck !

2009-10-16T14:25:00.000-07:00

im MEIHUA ! :D must always happy to be ownself :D
MY SEC4 GIRLS !
joan,me,bloom,cass & shufei :D
thanks yonghao for helping to take pic :)

yo ! dear friends (:

14 oct was indeed a memorable day.

wnt out wit serene(sis) , lynn & friends.

went jp walk ard. play arcade wit lynn. den off for lunch.

at the end of the day. lynn sounded quite angry wit me, ask her wad happened but she doesnt wan to say. nvm (:

took some photo wit u gals (: and also some photo when going out wit lynn's friend.

happy to knw new friend, she kinda v pro to spent money can , lols,

chat wit her while lynn went toliet (: kinda friendly gal also .

well.

sometime other people's advice wasnt thr to harm u.

its jus a advice listen or not is up to us to decide.

mayb i went too much, but i dun think im in wrong .

i seriously get disappoint when such thing happened.

mayb that's e original meihua bahs.(:

lynn ,meihua & serene *ROCKKKK !~* lols

lynn,meihua & serene (:

they went crazy wit the hand sign :D

meihua & serene (sis)

meihua & lynn (:

lynn zilian photo ^^

she is lynn's frien. er forgotten e name :p

2009-10-11T13:31:00.000-07:00

A admirer (EBEN )saying something funny to someone he loved .
and its somwhow the first time i find tt this guy is so naggy ! lols. i laugh when i msn wit lynn (:
i say: u rmb meiling thing?
ahqiang say: wad thing????
i say: u fuck her b4?
ahqiang say: ya,y?
i say: nth.
ahqiang say: forget it den. Ahqiang says: r euu soooo busy???????????????????????????????????????????
I say: den nvm i reject
Ahqiang says: okay
I say: i dun think u knw me well
Ahqiang says: i wun be so foolish to wait le
Ahqiang says: juz like a idiot!!!!
Ahqiang says: BEING KICKED AROUND BY EUU!!!!
I say: i dun like pple shouting at me
Ahqiang says: so wad?
Ahqiang says: now
Ahqiang says: dats ur problem le
I say: nth
Ahqiang says: not happy
Ahqiang says: dun tok lor
I say: ok
Ahqiang says: is euu wan treat mii so creul
Ahqiang says: treat euu nice
Ahqiang says: euu take for granted
Ahqiang says: scold eu
Ahqiang says: tesach euu
Ahqiang says: tell mii euu dun like ppl force euu
Ahqiang says: wtfucking hell is this!!!
Ahqiang says: n juz to tell euu
Ahqiang says: im not ur fucking soccer to be kick around by euu
Ahqiang says: ppl treat euu gd
Ahqiang says: euu take it as they shld do it
Ahqiang says: ppl scold euu
Ahqiang says: sae dun like it
Ahqiang says: tsk
I say: ok stop all this alright
Ahqiang says: no
Ahqiang says: wake up to ur senses!!!
Ahqiang says: is this de way to treat mii this fucking hell anot
Ahqiang says: euu tell mii
Ahqiang says: ans mii
Ahqiang says: ans mii now
Ahqiang says: ans mi
Ahqiang says: ans mi
Ahqiang says: ans mi
Ahqiang says: ans mi
Ahqiang says:
Ahqiang says: ans mi
Ahqiang says: ans me
Ahqiang says: ans mi
Ahqiang just sent you a Buzz!
Ahqiang says: sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo busy arhx?
Ahqiang just sent you a Buzz!
Ahqiang says: now euu feel guilty le isst?
Ahqiang says: nvm bahx
I say: i dun (:
Ahqiang says: since euu admit guilty dhen i shall forgive euu
Ahqiang says: i forgive n forget de
I say: i m nt guilty at all can
Ahqiang says: after all this?
I say: cos i nv accepted u alright
Ahqiang says: i tot euu silence cos reuu guilty
Ahqiang says: i know eu didnt accept mii
Ahqiang says: but euu take mii for granted
I say: dun think too much
Ahqiang says: okay
Ahqiang says: dhen ans mii
Ahqiang says: euu wan this isst?
Ahqiang says: all along euu r waiting for this moment isst?
Ahqiang says: euu waiting for mii to go away isst?
Ahqiang says: now dun wan ans again
Ahqiang says: wads wrong wif euu i reali duno
Ahqiang says: maybe euu lai ang
Ahqiang says: dats y ur mood kip swinging
I say: DUN B TOO DIRTY MINDED
Ahqiang says: . ..
Ahqiang says: dun think too much
Ahqiang says: its normal de
Ahqiang says: girls get mood swing when period comes
Ahqiang says: its okay de
Ahqiang says: y dun dare reply my qn arhx?
Ahqiang says: tsk
Ahqiang says: fine
Ahqiang says: up to euu
Ahqiang says: sori for disturbing euu
Ahqiang says: bb
I say: good
Ahqiang says: oh
Ahqiang says: no bb
Ahqiang says: ish fuck off!!!
Ahqiang says: CCB
this is what i say to lynn :CAN I GO THU E COM AND BEAT HIM !
LOLS!
he keep say lai ang lai ang!!

stupid msning .
this is somwhow so called "chi bu dao bu tao shuo bu tao suan" (:
make yr mike higher girls .
when pple wan ask u for stead, they will keep say sweet thing to u ,
but once u reject,
all dirty words will come out .
and tt is den the true colours (:
u r not a soccer ?
im also not i clown nor a fool .
lols. still say u fucked MEILING before (:
good guts though.(:

is HOLIDAY ! :D

2009-10-08T05:02:00.000-07:00

081009:
today finished our last Nlevel paper like finally :D

LAST DAY OF STUDYING IN HONG KAH SECONDARY SCHOOL LO!

math paper 2 still okay larhs,but paper1 sure cannot make it de):

geo paper was quite easy(: hopefully i done well bahs (:

071009:

wahaha ! XD is fun baking COOKIES larhs ! XD

serene , lynn & lidia came to my house to bake cookies , (:

see already feel like eating? (:

actually first time baking cookies , somehow feel tt it tasted nice (;

but serene de friend say not nice ):
but weichee's family say nt bad (: nvm (: we happy on trying can already (;

hmm..actually planned to give lynn a surprise derhs ,

but she like already know our plan ): not fun wan chey ! :p

but still happy belated birthday la girl !

your birthday ALWAYS lies on exam period :x

when serene went back home , weichee came ,

went to mac slack , and played some game (:

(lynn where is our mentos? lols!)

oh ! we saw police catching people sniffing glue also ,first time see people kana handcraf ,

so poor thing !

graduated soon lo ! ^^

dun miss me (; takecare to all my schoolmate , classmate & all my sister !

2009-09-30T05:20:00.000-07:00

today, cannot say is a smooth day,
nothing actually happened , but when i woke up i found my leg swollen ,
but i tot its alright cos not tt worst ,
so i went to school, but bored in sch la , not a single girls in my class came to school ,ONLY ME !
but still math lesson past-ed fast,
but after recess never go back class le , (:
in the afternoon saw tt my leg bcome worst , but didnt let my teacher knw about it ,
till when i go home i cant tahan the pain den i told mama .
just went to consult doctor , got my injection , and medicine AND MC ! ^^
so wooooot ! the rest of the day dun need go sch le wahahaha !
dun be jealous people ! (: take care !
* : i agreed tt once u give up on something, its difficult to get it back to be as perfect as once u had it .
dun do regretfull thing people ! but think on the positive side (:
just FOLLOW YOUR HEART ! do what you think u will be happy with ! (:
dun becos of an old tree give up the whole forest (:

2009-09-28T12:07:00.000-07:00

suddenly found something that i had been searching for a few month, or rather wanting to find out for the past few years.

comfirm blur of wad im talking abt right? but nvm,

very long time never login my friendster account alr, but when i click on some body tt i dun even know her ......AND I SAW THIS ......

is shock tt she is in ITE now ):

during secondary school,she was from the express stream,

SEE PEOPLE , express also have got the chances of ending up in a ite,

ME?! normal academic stream lea..got chance to go poly ma?

im nt aiming to go ite la, but is the fact tt i dun have the ability yea?

very low self confident (:

i think she in e clementi ite? if im not wrong la, ohman !

erm, there is how many ite in the west ?

tag me if u know kk?(:

4years nv contact , never see her, never wadever ...(:

like my friend said , if gt fate we will sure meet again (:

tml will be better day ! ^^

goodnight ~ muack ! ^^

ohua !

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO YONGLIAN :D !

2009-09-28T05:14:00.000-07:00

4 years in hongkah sec le,
probably this was the finally year already?but if i done well for N level,
den i will have another year in hkss,(i hope so la)
but no confident on promoting to sec 5, so dun dare think too much (:
today didnt attend sch, cos of my laziness !
online in the morning but no one chat wit me cos friends are all studying, looked back to some of my older posts ,
this 4 years in hongkah sec past-ed really fast ,someone asked me, do i regret doing thing for the past 4 years?
yes of cos ! regretted to allowed evelyn to leave my life, regretted on helping baozhen so so so much ,
tot that she really will be guai after meiling thing but out of expectation, she , skip school for the entire 2 to 3 month , she need money but yet doesnt wanna go for work ,anyway, money wont drop from sky !
went online to search for evelyn friendster profile , but disappointment !
i found jason's profile but " HE " never add her , how can i be able to contact her once again?!
ohman ! forget abt it ! ):
if got fate we will meet again de ^^
today went to jurong point wit mama ,shopped around for 3 hours plus,
very tiring ): (i think this was the first time i had time to go shopping wit mama,or rather is she gt the time to shop wit me ) :x
I FINALLY BACK TO POST ^^

2009-07-24T13:47:00.001-07:00

hmm.. long long time never blog le..
now my blog also sot sot de :X
hais...everyone is sick nowadays .... pple also down with flu & cough...
so to me too...yeah~ im a human too yea?
well...thing also happened le..
and i think it has been sometimes le..
i hope my friendship r okay by this time..
thing cant be Uturn-ed..
alot of pple keep ask me..
which side would i prefer to be with?
seriously i dun knw...cos both side are all good pple.. (:
im glad that u gals still got talk to me...
thats enough for me le..
contented (:
well...
today celebrated miss farhana last day in hongkah sec...
contributed something for netball gals (:
i hope her operation goes successfull
all the best !

hopefully everyone r being happy..
40 plus days to actual n level le..
must jiayou okay girls..
if the clock really can rewind i so hope yr wont dislike weichee. )':

2009-06-17T21:03:00.000-07:00

after seeing the post..maybe u dun mean anything but think 15years of friendship is already gone? shi ma?
be it hao le...im speeachless anyway...
but indeed weichee treat me really very good..
i understand yr point...but...
once its baozhen & chinlong thing...doesnt mean all friend tt wanna be my friend will be like them bu shi ma?
i remembered yr de good...but pls stop saying chinlong de thing...
this guy doesnt worth me to remember so much...
past le just let it be hao le..
remember i told u i feel ps in class? other den msg with weichee i just nothing else to do..
mayb long time ago i already knw yr r checking on me?
tt time yr de phone was confiscated ..i went into DM room..
weichee & yunhao was outside with yr...
u asked weichee did she still contact with me yea?but when i came out of DM room yr treat nothing had happened yea?
mayb all this i already knew it le ba?i dun knw if we were still friend not...
but if cant be friend le..just wanna say thanks yr for everything..(:
this post is specially for SOMEONE..
YOU MADE ME BECOME PANDA...
I WILL TAKE MY REVENGE AND MAKE U TO BCOME A DOG...
THING WONT REST SO EASILY...I WAN YOU YRSELF TO BEG ME...
BUT NOT YOUR PARENT...IF THING YOU ...YOURSELF DUN WANNA RESOLVE ..
DEN WAIT FOR MY SUEING LETTER DEN..(NO JOKE)
I GOT ALL MY EVIDENCE READY..
there is still LAWS in this world...

2009-06-12T19:14:00.000-07:00

phew ! like hell long time never update blog le..
indeed dun knw wad to blog about..friend ma?
friendship are all in e mess... dun knw they still treat me as friend anot..
but still..i hope my chioce isnt e wrong choice... will I ?
i didnt betray yr..just wanna have e right to choose a frien bah..
she is not wit adeline..indeed if they were still friend ...e two bastard wont find her trouble le..
bu shi ma?
i choose to be honest doesnt mean i give up e friendship..
is just since tt day u were in e cab saw me..den why still hide ne?
mayb im prepared for all those consiquences?
forget about it...dun feel like posting all tis...
like everyone said..dun jugde someone by e looking..
understand them and thing will be different from wad u see..
well..went all e way down to "ghim moh" to work..
boss told me ghim moh not enough pple.. so went thr to help lo..
pay will be higher ba...i think :)
but 1st day of work ...already cut till hand :x PATHETIC !
woooot ! like finally my handphone cover is back ^^
hmm...think nothing wanna post le ba..
for tis "someone"...
me & weichee just wanna help u...dun think tt we pitty u or wad den help u de okay?
jus we treat u as friend alright...
hopefully all my days will b happy and happier ! ! ! (:

2009-04-15T04:01:00.000-07:00

THE CLASS 4N3

my blog is rotting :x

well post about our class outing den :)

seriously very surprise tt such a noisy n naughty class of 4n3 ...

will have such funny outing can ! :)

our class jus simpily organised a outing to sentosa on 10 april 2009

a total of 23 people turn up..er...still gt some didnt count? dun knw... haha.

well..at one go meet so many classmate togther...somehow the meet up time ..

are messed up..people turning up late...some reached earlier...OHMY!..
well...thanks someone for his promise lahs..

he actually bring e toy for mi :) thanks someone ^^ happy happy! :)
but also disappointed tt day la.. tis someone din really join e class ...

never mind ..pang seh kia ...haha..(he shall know im refering to him )

hmm...quite fun day la..

people bring soccer ball..rollerblader ..n renting bike :)

but when we reached sentosa..it started to rain heavily :( ..

haven even go down to e sea water we r already wet in e rain :x ..

the lady n a grp of boys ;)

THE BESTIE :)

half of the 4n3 :)

youssof and the friends :)

THE SINDER & THE DANCER :)

THE "COUPLE " :) LOLS

THE FUN ! ^^

THE GALS :)

2009-03-20T13:13:00.000-07:00

friend only lar..dun anyhow think lols..

weeeeeeeee! im back! :}

hees! went out wit friend tt i din went out wit de ^^

well i really tot i will bored him throughtout e day ..

but didnt lea...

at least he's really funny la ...lols..

no stress going out wit him.. :}

cos u knw first time going out with someone tt u din went out wit b4 de..

e feeling will like so stress sio.. but happy going out wit him gees! :}

hopefully there's still chance of going out bahs :)
meihua's so happy on thursday ^^

nice ? :) hahas!

monday :) which was 16 march ! ^^

happy happy also! hey we having more fun thn so childish people can!

at least we went out wit all sec4s.. not those sec3s laugh!* so xia suay can *

nvm.. :) actually yvonne,lynn,meijiao & me planned our sentosa trip..

but pouring ..so cancelled e planning :) went to jp.. fiind my bloody snoopy present ^^

almost turn e whole jp upside down le..but still din manage to get a snoopy gift...

only saw a snoopy comb & mirror :x lols..

while going for lunch saw lifah & friends :)

well like so long din saw them outside le huh! :)

den went around eating ..joking ..eating joking :)
my day were brighten up ^^

meihua & lynn :}

meihua & meijiao ^^

2009-03-09T13:52:00.000-07:00

whao! my blog is dead! :x
like dun knw how many week never update wit post le sio...
but nvm im back... ;)
unfortunately..i quit my job..bcos of alot of reason..
but e only 2 reason was bcos i wanna accompany my frien to shopping ...
e other reason is jus bcos im tired :)
nvm..im jus so lack of money can...
hopefully YVONNE'S BIRTHDAY she PLAN WELL enough bahs

in order for mi to save money huh
well...went to sch as per-normal..
but monday will always be a tiring day..mayb bcos its e day after weekend bahs :)
in e morning had my breakfast wit yonglian ...
lols..she showed me some msg which really makes NO SENSE...laugh out loud!
some ridiculous thing happened...
tis someone even tell our sch counseller tt we write thing on OUR PERSONAL BLOG...
and since tis counseller so insisted tt we got write den i write for u to see lor...
in e first place think la who is in e wrong first?
yes she may so called yr (*GAN MEI) u wanna protect her..well tis is fine wit mi...
bcos im once so protecting my gan mei bfore...
but e problem is we DIDNT wanna do anything to yr so called (*GAN MEI)..
we jus talked abt her and tis is so called we scolded her?if we gal got do anything to yr so called (*GAN MEI) u diao us ...den we r still OKAY wit it cos we done sth to yr so called (*GAN MEI)
BUT we do NOTHING to her isnt it?
den wads e point of DIAO us? so who is in e wrong den?
i dun think we gals done anything wrong lor..
and dun drag those UNWANTED PARTIES in to talk to us when there is really a DUN NEED situation..

hence dun say untill YRSELF like as if u r so NOBLE can..

which of we gals de words tt make u have e wrong idea tt we wanna have a FIGHT wit YOUR.?

wonder y r u saying we wan touch who and so on and so for...

dun childish lea..now alr wad centries le..still keep on saying fight fight fight...

no mouth to talk nicely isit?

IF we really wanna touch weichee i think u also LPPL la...

her REAL BLOODED sis gave us e PERMISSION to touch her if she's involve..

but laugh we din sae a word tt we wanna FIGHT..so dun b childish to sae if wan touch who n who..

CAN...unless we beat u till u "PI TUO KAH"( lie on e floor) lor...
and im here to say EVERYTHING GONA STOP..
dun keep ask how we gona settle tis...BCOS there is nothing to b settle of...
if u wanna apologise den say it in a nice manner abit..
if u r UNHAPPY of saying den i dun think we gals YAN yr apologise lo..we rather u keep it to yrself if its NOT a SINCERE one..understand?
i repeat again everything gona stop..we r not enermy and we r ALSO nt sister nor friend anymore...
u choosed e way to go...and so DUN EVER UTURN back..
all e best to u den...

woooooooot! im tired ... ;) good night all...

2009-02-10T07:01:00.000-08:00

hey yo!! today is EILEEN ZHANG birthday yo ! :D
hopefully she really enjoy herself lo... :x
although certain things happened la..but can see that she didnt wanna cry infront of us only..
anyway WELL DONE! wad a strong gal... :)
if its other gal they sure cry de ... :x
well...today having bloody sch assembly...supposingly ended at 2.30pm de...
but the bloody speaker dragged our time untill 3pm den release...
after being released..yonglian,evon,lynn & me rush home n prepared to go jurong point to design our birthday cake for eileen :)
ended up wit a small cute cake ^^ (shall post up e photo next time )
after making cake rush to eileen house ..
as we r giving her a surprise(she din knew we r attending her party)..her meimei janice locked her up in e bed room...
after we hab lighted up e candle...den they blind fold eileen out...
e min e handkercheif is let go...
eileen really surprised wit all our presence .. :)
well..after eating & chatting...bloghopping.. den we went to jp slack slack.. (:
after everything...lian & me bus-ed home...
when we r waiting for bus to come...
joke joke abt sth...
anyway dun knw y will talk dao baozhen...
like i said everything is really over lor..e disappointment in my heart is wad i really cant descibe de lor...
tt time she wrote mi de letter telling mi she regretted wad she did after jp problem...?
i think lian yr also read it le ba?
seriously i dun think she regretted ba?
anyway doesnt matter...
i wouldnt say i wan her back le la.. so no worries if im posting ya? rest assure ba :)
like wad i told yonglian..
i dun really dislike baozhen..infact i dun hate her more thn i hate chinglong..
indeed i hope she move on..dun wait anymore...
but as a ex jie..seriously im contented seeing her living happier thn b4...
mayb i sholud let her go earlier on ba...
well..i dun expect all my frien to not dislike her...
infact i knew how she treat me like as in before...
i dun blame her bcos...if i were to blame her?
y not blame myself y i keep her as my gan meimei in e first hand n making so much trouble isnt it?
im at fault too...i din deny..but as in jp thing its a BIG BIG BLOW to me..*serious...
like i said..im only 1 meihua...
wad jess they all can give her de happiness is lots lots more den me...
im only 1 meihua...but i play e role of how many people ...
i think everyone see in heart le ba?
well...e purpose of me posting tis here ...
is nt for wad sake...but jus...i hope i can use type out but not keep it in heart...
i wan all my sisters to knw wad im thinking...
i dun wanna keep in heart...cos tis yr heart only contain N level stuff..
i believe yr wan a sis tt is more honest den keeping thing in own heart ba? yea?
baozhen tis mei ... past jiu past le ba...
seeing her happy ...im really happy for her...
as in a ex jiejie ba...
well...tis year we r racing against time...
seriously im not prepapred for Nlevel yet...
firstly im scared to fail english...2ndly... is math le...
can we sis run e lane tgt? we chiong tgt hao ma?
dun leave me alone (:
i wan support too...
hopefully we finishing running in time bahs ! jiayou!

2009-02-07T20:45:00.000-08:00

yo! meihua is back! hahaa!

hmm...today nth to post actually... :x

let me to about friday den (:

well...its also a schooling day...is like really no life in school lo...

other den study...we really have to chiong our n level... (so sis chiong tgt! )

lols...took some photo due to boredom...in toilet...

well friday we ended lesson earlier...so headed back home sleep.. ^^

den 5 plus went back school again... for N & O level talk ...

e bloody talk sux! our principle mrs tan also sux...

so no manners didnt even come for e talk ..make all parents wait :x.. (pui!)

anyway mrs tan really bloody idiot..its our N level year tis yr...

4n3 also human ma...why must take our EL(mrs yeo) tcher away sio...

if mrs yeo nv teach us...it will b a relief tcher who will b taking our class lea...

den how r we gona pass our english?!?

principle jus so sux! :x

after N & Olevel talk...

evon,lynn,yonglian & me headed to jurong west for our dinner ^^...

after dinner...dun knw why they walk n walk n walk...

but end up walk till e place tt i dun wanna walk to...slack at near block 420 de bus stop...

took photo too ...lols...had alot of fun while waiting for evon's bus to arrive.. :)

well nth to post alr....saturday & sunday working day...

so nth much to post abt :x ....

takecare friends.... & sis.... (:

2009-02-01T10:25:00.000-08:00

yo! meihua is back ! :D

well wad a terrible chinese new year i had :x

but nvm la everything is OVER !

hmm..jus counted all e money in my wallet...(nt including red packet money...)

and i actually hab $$125...work n work n work ...and here's all my effort haha...

anyway nv think of how to spent e 125 daller sio :( ...lols..be it bahs :D

well...hasnt been reporting to sch for 3 days le... :x

missed 3 days lesson...n 1 math test... :x ( im sick )

hopefully i can catch up wit them bahs :(

nth else to post....

anyway i wanna order a mp3 from germaine's blogshop...

but im so idiot i dun knw how to order lea :x

who can help mi sio? :x

ok la byebye (:

TONGUE PIERCING :D

KEEP ON SMILING ! :D

2009-01-29T23:46:00.000-08:00

hey all my dear friends....
do support my sis blogshop alright ^^

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2009-01-27T11:57:00.000-08:00

hello friends n sisterS...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! hopefully yr Enjoyed it bahs...
hais...2009 suay year for mi.. :x
firstly...b4 new year eve...i rmb i went to work...(cos last day of work can take red packet )
but knock on sth...my knee actually swollen...den infection ...
i rmb e pain i wad i cant describe de...and i cant walk normally..
but i still went to work..
around 9plus i pain till i cant even stand properly...but e boss said she cant give mi leave at e time .... so nvm i endure...till 11 plus knock off time...
during new year eve...e swollen leg infection untill im having high fever...
but i never tell my parent about it...(cos new year ma dun wan spoile their mood )
i thought i can endure till e 4th day of CNY...
but nope..my temperature went higher & higher...(frm 37.7 to 38.0)
so i decided to tell my mum...but she dun believe...den i tell my dad...
but dad sae..at tis point of time sure no doctor de...
nvm...i went to relative house on e 1st day of CNY...i lie on e sofa...
fan nv on...aircon nv on...not v windy...
and i really shivering...
but who to tell? parent down thr gambling...(1 yr 1 time ma)
only bro take panodol for me to control fever...
2nd day of new year...
EVERYTHING is WORST...
i slept till 4plus pm den i wake up...fever really makes mi no mood for going relative house...
and i actually tell my parent im not going to my aunty house i want stay at hme to rest...
but they dun allow..die die also force mi to go...
so no chioce wake up n prepare ...
by e time we reached aunty house alr 7plus...
on e way to aunty house i alr having gastric pain...
but my uncle still force mi to eat red bean soup.. (=.=")
after eating my gastric start to pain like hell...
fever remain 3.80 ...
wa! papa finally cabbed to mi consult doctor can....
but after consulting doctor...my mum said ask mi to pay myself...
and u knw cny consult doctor see e doctor only 68 DOLLAR ...
plus all medicine already 122 DOLLAR overall can...
i received my ang po bonus 100 dollar..( my job de )
plus my salary...1oo plus dallar...
work so hard so hard now all give to tt BLOODY indian doctor liao :(
sad la... most upset de is my mum want mi to pay everything by myself...
when im sick she dun even want to pay a single cent on it :(
(she said im old enough to support myself) well im only 15 can!
hais! wad ever !
my ang bao bonus i still got give my grandmother 2o DOLLAR
give my mum 1o dollar father 10 dollar for tea can !
im broke...
well... all ang bao money tt i receive i nv touch a single one...
but save in my bank...
im broke,,,but i think bank alot ba ? ^^
nvm suffer now enjoy later...earn more money 1st .....
alright nth to sae le take care....

2009-01-19T14:10:00.000-08:00

yo ! im back ! ^^
long long time no post le wor...
blog is rotting..... :x
hmm...nowadays nothing to blog also... :x
other den studying in sch...its all no life !
well...yesterday had a english presentation in class....about our own CCAs..
before presentation... i told yonglian...
i will treat tt she's the only audience that is listening to me...
well...CRAPS !
that is only to make me feel better la...
in fact e whole class is there okay !...
but i din knw mr aron wee gave me so high marks... :)
hmm archievement of e day lar ^^
something tt my brother said...
really gave me alot of courage for e presentation...
"want do den do untill the best of best...dont wan den dont do anything" (:
well....
i knw there is tis someone waiting for my message....
waiting for my answers....
but seriously...like wad i told all my sisters...
im not ready for any stead....i knw u r waiting...
but please dun waste time on me....
bcos of N & O level....i wont wan any stead ...
mayb its obviously an excuse?
but seriously...i think N level tis year will be tough for me bah?
wasted so much time on sec3 life...
now is e time to caught up all my subjects ya? everything will b stress....
i dun wan to quarrel wit pple bcos of small things...
so why not dun reply all e msg? den giving a fake hopes?
correct? ya. goodnight!

2009-01-10T00:00:00.000-08:00

hmm..firstly..HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL..lol..(im late to post la)
well..2008 past-ed so fast...happy & unhappy thing is all over too.
start afresh...
2009 arrived...my 'N' level year...
i hope all my cliquemates prepared well for it...hopefully we do well...alright !
first day of sch....
everything goes well...other den tired we r still a life ( lols)
hmm..took one stupid photo wit lian n von.. due to boredom...
gastric starts to pain nowadays (hais !) suayest thing in e world =.="
and and mr cheen bcome my math tcher ... =.="
but i love it !
at least can learn huh? last year 3n3 is like dam noisy can.. hopefully we learn frm CHEEN la ^^
i really hope so i can forget thing tt i wont wan to remember of...
i want to stay happy... but i lost my smile?
new piercing on tongue...
pain gona be killing me...on e 1st few days...
having fever after piercing -.-" ( suay !)
but im okay now ^^ ...

2008-12-24T12:47:00.000-08:00

THE BIRTHDAY GIRL !
WEEEEE O WEEEEE MEIJIAO ! ^^

22 dec 2008...
celebrating MEIJIAO'S BIRTHDAY... :D
meet yonglian for lunch at westmall...den headed to jurong east to meet the rest...
know one new frien.. lols..
named ah yan? (lynn youngest brother) lols..they look dam alike lar..
BUT her brother cuter ^^ hahas!

meihua & hanlin :D !

well..
went to ESCAPE THEME PARK..^^ wit a total of 8 mad boy and gals...
yonglian,meijiao,lynn,ah yan,yvonne,serene,hanlin.& me!...
for most of us...its e first time going to escape..so abit "SHUA GU"
the first thing we tried was the HAUNTED HOUSE...
not bad not bad...quite scary~!
esp those ghost following us :x ...
lol..when we get out of e haunted house...lynn's bro cried .. :X (scared dao)
2nd thing we tried was e FAMILY COASTER ..
lol..when queening up..looking at those pple playing like nothing like tt...
but when its our turn... we shout like siao... hahas..
after tt went to try WET WILD....

2 ghost behind ^^

this was dam SHOOK!... lols..
u will sure get wet no matter how ^^
my partner was serene...
well...pple tt sit at e back get more wet den pple sitting infront...
cos serene wore white pant..so i sit behind lo...(see...xi shen lea ) lols..
after wet wild...we get all wet..and SMELLY..
yet we didnt bring clothing to change... (stupid right?)
next we tried...PIRATE SHIP...(yonglian's weakness)
i was sitted wit meijiao & hanlin...
before e ship starts to swing...
hanlin said..when e ship swing forward..try not to step on the ground..
den raise up our hand...and we will feel something different...
ya..meijiao n mi tried to do so...
and u knw i feel like im flying out... (=.=")
but is real SHOOK & fun la...shout all we can! hahas! i love pirate ship!
den we went to tried FLIPPER...

when we r queening for it...whao its like turned so fast...
but when its our turn...
seriously its slow one...but when we r high high up...
whao the scenary is like so chio can!
after flipper...
lian,serene & yvonne feel unwell...so they rest and EAT...
while they rest...
meijiao..lynn...hamlin & me... went to play KITE FLYER...

my partner was meijiao..both of us hang thr like pig...
when start to turn...dun knw wad happened and we start fighting(play play de) lols..
but turn untill i feel like sleeping lar... too windy liao ... hahas!
well....
our last station was DAYTONA GO-KART...(car racing)

mind u...we queen-ed for 45 min! (hell long can!)
due to queen too long some of them went to other station ...
left yonglian.serene & me...
but but ... we enjoyed can! LIKE REAL CAR RACE SIO!...
but serene & lian kana knock by other...den stuck? lols...
funny ! hahas ! but fun right ! worth it ! haha !
after escape...we r dam hell smelly la...
we took train here & there...to look for food...
den nothing to do in train den we play the game "CONCENTRATION"?

learning...........den try try...den laugh like siao...

actually i dun knw how to play de...but hanlin & meijiao teach mi ^^
when playing & learning in process...
idiot !yonglian & serene took video =.=" (very fun hor?)
well..i dun knw wad's e place tt we hab dinner at...but its at sun tec de...
and and e ice-cream & drink is FREE FLOW de oh...
u knw SOMEONE la ... drink a total of 7 mug of drink sio...
another SOMEONE took dun know hell much of ice-cream la...
lols..nt bad saving money..by keep on eating & drinking...
nt bad nt bad... ^^
but after dinner everyone run toilet right? cheh!
after toilet session...is of cos photo taking session ^^ lols..
(but photo's r all wit meijiao & lian so hab got to wait till they NOT LAZY to post lo)
wahahaha! i got some ... but is kinda SNAP SHOT de :X
after tt took train to westmall...den cabbed back home... :D
anyway e day is like hell fun lar!
long time nv go out wit all of yr le...
so e day is being ENJOYED ! :D i love my cliquemates! <3> (u knw wad i wanna write de..but cant type out hahas !)

SERENE & ME ^^

me,meijiao & yonglian :D!

hahs! super funny pic :x... i anyhow i knw :x (he's actually eating his ice-cream lar :D )
caught eating in train ! :x (lols)

well well...see tis idiotic baby here? hahas!
its actually my bloody netball junior NEO WEICHEE ! ...
haha IDIOTIC RIGHT? (wahahaha see i sae post jiu will post de hahah! )

well...seriously got to thanks tis idiot...

thanks for all e bubble tea & 100plus lar ! :D

and most importantly...thx for accompanying me thoughout all tis holidays....idiot ^^

2008-12-21T12:16:00.000-08:00

phew!
like finally im back to post..ya? anyone missing me yo!? * joking *
well...now is only 4.21 am .... and im still online-ing...
hais! jus now when im working...stand down there feel so like sleeping...
but when is time to knock off...suddenly feel so energatic...(did i spelled it correctly?)
I CANT GET TO SLEEP! I CANT GET TO SLEEP!...
WHAT'S WRONG LE!?WHAT'S WRONG LE?!?! ohmy!
谁能明白我现在的感受?!?!?!?!?!
how could this happened to me? i jus wanna scream!!!!!!!!!!
awww! later going ESCAPE THEME PARK celebrating meijiao's birthday =)
I WANNA SCREAM! SCREAM! SCREAM! SHOUT IT OUT and everything would be fine =)
well...actually online to look for jan liew de...
cos when ever i cant slepp she's e one tt always appear in msn chat wit mi... :]
but JAN LIEW why today nv online wor ):
hais! all my sister all sleep like pig man! GOSH!
meeting out soon soon sonn! ^^
OH YA! christmas coming soon yo!
HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL ^^
tired! so wish i can take off on christmas eve & christmas day den go town count down
but NEED to work ):
after work already 11pm le..rush down to town? IMPOSSIBLE matter ! lols!
hmm..end my post here ba...I GOT NOTHING MORE TO SAY LE! )':

This is e christmas tree at vivo (: nice right! chio right!?

oh ya e movie "YES MAN" is nice! indeed its funny lar ^^

SUPER RETARDED LAR! :X (i knw! )

2008-12-11T18:34:00.000-08:00

1. The person who tagged you is ?Priscilla tan :)
2. Your relationship with him/her ? senior & junior?school mate :)
3. Your 5 impression of him/her ?Funny , always "AIYA,AIYA" like auntie ^^, cheerful , likes to crap and she love to question me (: .
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?hmm..mayb cheering me up on msn ba?
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you ?she told mi tt im pretty & i very JIANG YI QI :X lol.
6. If he/she become your lover, you will ? siao! impossible lar!
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be? dun knw.nv ever think b4 :x
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?i wont do anything anw..
9. If he/she dies, you will ?I will cry. cos how to sae also frien wad. ya?
10. What is it you want to tell he/she now ?all the best for yr O's result la! :D hope you do well.
11. Your overall impression of he/she ?for me somehow she is kind. but i knw not to my frien la. :]
12. How do you think people around you will feel ?mayb they feel tt promises tt i made i cant make it :x
13.The characters you love of yourself are?emo enough ^^
14.ON the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?Lazyness & easily soft hearted i think...
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?dun knw. :) be myself better ^^
16.For people that care and likes you, say something to them.
eh?! hahs! i love yr too! ^v^
17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
yonglian,annting,sirong,gabriel (nt hkss de :x) lifah,rainer,meijiao,serene,boon siong & sec3 carmen
18.Who is no.6? [RAINER] sister ^^
19.Is no.9 [BOON SIONG] a male or a female?MALE!
20.If no7. [MEIJIAO] and 10 [ CARMEN ] are together, will it be a good thing?YES OF COS! THE BEST LESBIAN ^^ WAHAHAHA!
21.What is no.2[ ANNTING] studying all about? F&N? EH!
22.When was the last time you chatted with no.3[ SIRONG ] hmm..i think b4 holiday ba? month b4?!? ya.
23.What kind of music band does no.8[ SERENE] likes?eh?! i nt sure ley :x (but sure is ang mo band bah. (: )
24.Does no.1[YONGLIAN] have any siblings?Yes, 1 bro & 1 sis
25.Will you woo no.3?[ SIRONG] eh? of cos nt! lols! unless im a boy ^^ heheh!
26.How about no.7[MEIJIAO]?although we r both single BUT we r nt les ! lol!
27.Is no.4[ GABRIEL ] single?YES.
28.What is the surname of no.5?[LiFAH],teo! teo lifah ^^
29.What is the hobby of no.10[CARMEN]?like to surf net ba?
30.Does no.5[LiFAH] & 9[BOON SIONG] get along?YES.
31.Where is no.2[ANNTING] studying at?Hong Kah Sec.
32.Talk about something for no.1[YONGLIAN]?Same sch wit my throughout 10 years! may look fierce but she always sae she v friendly de :x huh?! lols! a clever gal.but sorta lazy ba? i believe she can score better on math eng & other sub..she gt e talent on math! :) after all she's really someone caring! :D
33.Have you tried developing feelings with no.8[SERENE] ? (0.0!) LOLS!okay la as in friendship! got! ^^
34.Where does no.9[BOON SIONG] live in?jurong west?
35.What colour does no.4[GABRIEL] likes? dun knw ley :x
36.Are no.1[YONGLIAN] and 5[LiFAH] bestfriends?so so ba? normal frrien lor
37.Does no.1[YONGLIAN] have any pets?FISH? counted as pets?if count den yes lor ^^
38. Is no.7 [MEIJIAO] the sexiest person in the world?LoL! NOPE.she always complain tt she's fat. but ok la.sexy but not the sexest ^^
39.What is no.10[CARMEN] doing now?sleeping? (cos now only 6plus in morning ^^ )

whao like finally finished! hey priscilla i done it ^^! meihua v good right! >:D lol!

2008-12-03T13:39:00.000-08:00

meihua & meijaio! :D

sitting infront of my computer for long time...
not knowing of wad to blog abt...infact stunned by all those tags...
just wanna say...if any of my cliquemate wanna believe on the PASSBY.. den im totally speechless..
but pls do some recalling back...
lian did i rang u up n jio u go out? did u tell mi u r going out wit siong?
and i even tell u i wanna meet serene...n i did called her too..
but end up all of yr busy..u even ask mi to jio meijiao...
and yes meijiao were wit mi...the following days i went to work...today actually wanna meet meijiao de..bt she having band...so i meet-ed a netball junior...n i msg u cos i going jp wit her...so wanna ask if u were thr not...okay is fine if u dun believe ...ya... wadever arh...
hais!...
02 dec 2008....
went bugis wit meijiao & SOMEONE...
shopped the whole bugis street... :D
shopping is fun! and like finally can buy yrself sth after weeks n month of working..
hell tired can! but nvm la! :D no big deal ^^
after i brought all my stuff...and i actualied spent $70 plus almost $80 :X
ya! earning $$ is hard but yet spent faster den u earned :X
and seriously thanks to meijiao lar!... helped mi alot alot.. :D
and yes! for tt SOMEONE tt went to bugis wit us...
tt day u were really IRRITATING... :X
dun say meijiao even me,,myself also cant stand u ...
okay wadever...jus wanna sae...im not tt close to u till u can touch mi...
and most importantly...gal hated pple to touch their hair!
and super bad impression for being LATE for the 1st meet...
anyway...im not match to u lar...
mayb go back find christina? hmm...and u n her thing ....
IM NOT INTERESTED AT ALL.. alright...
meet out only..also doesnt mean u stand a big chance...
infact i agree to meet cos u r going in for ns..
not bcos i like u or wad :x pls dun misUNDERSTOOD..
well...
not else to blog...shall end here den....
for that passby...(i wonder y u named yrself as passby...but not passerby..)
mayb yr ang mo nt tt good ar? dun knw wadever...
but jus wanna ask...isit u wanna mess up my friendship wit all my girls?
and did meihua do anything tt yr need to kpkb here?
i didnt do de thing im nt scared of u...
and dun act till u like v clsoe to lian alright! aunty talking abt others only! NB!
go home drink milk la! write down yr named or yr contact no. la ...
come out to CONFRONT lar! NBCCB!

idiotic girls ^^

twist! ^^

2008-11-26T13:18:00.000-08:00

hey yo!...im back ^^
well...nothing to post la..but...
seriously..time passed real fast....
now coming to nearly the end of 2008...
this year is really a unique year for me...cos 20_08(2oo8)
alot of things actually happened out of expectation...
example those unwanted quarrels....& trouble making ...
well..tis year also e year i seriously feel how united & caring my friends were...
like things tt happened in blog...or lynn stuff...
yes everyone show concern! :)
but as for our studies...
hey clique..we r getting more n more lazier le huh?!?! >:{
buck up next year alright?!
cos seeing all our "NICE" result tis year...im seriously unhappy la.. lols.
but shall thanks to mrs yeo & auntie jasmine huh?!
both of them helpped us alot ^^ to score for the best :)
and 20082008 is my day lar! ^^
the first time my bday is celebrating in sch man! kinda funny expience :)
and obviously..years by years we r getting older n older..
happy things jus rmb in heart...as for unhappy wan...
when year end everything shall end too...
although i may lost some1 tt i pampered alot on for the past few months...
but i gain alot after all... :)
i dun hate her..infact like wad my dad said...im some1 useless...
mayb....?
well...2009 coming up soon...
"N" level year... :(
hey clique...study real hard next year yo!
"N" level lea..dun play play seh!
i seriously hope we can make it to sec 5 lor...sound like impossible for mi sio...
but .. WHO SAYS!?!? nothing is impossible OKAY!?!!lols..
lian : 15years of friend/sister...indeed we play tgt from young till now..
from baby till now both of us got IC le.. :)
alot of thing really happened like bz stuff...
seriously i hab nv pampered some1 like her b4...like meijiao siad...
even u my over 1o years de meimei...i als nv pampered u tt much....
can see de right?well..i rmb sth..which leave strong impression in my mind..
tt day when im crying in bus..u send mi de msg..seriously la...
everyting over..but u can see how disappoint im still de :]..
next year jiayou on yr studies ! 15years :) no regrets :) thanks sis!
meijiao & von:although tis year,lian,von,serene,u & mi hab a big quarrel...
but thing over la :) kinda stupid memories ba lol...
and thanks for blog stuff lar.."lizard skin"thing :x
and people i tell ya...
in tis year most happy thing for me is....
i hab back hanlin,annting & sirong as friend ^^
after quarrels...after everything how to say we r still all friend ma ^^
lol...blogging stupid stuff ... aiya bored ma...
recalling back ^^ lols...
tired! byebye....

EMO~EMO~EMO~! ^^

2008-11-25T12:48:00.000-08:00

I LOVE EMO-ING! ^^

IM BACK TO POST :)

well...every stupid quarrels is OVER!

meihua jus HECK care le man!

like wad i said home is jus a place to sleep... ^^

well...hasnt been talking to mum seen days before le man!....

but i dun care lar! i got nothing to say anw :)

jus know tt im carefree now! ......

time to work i work...time to sleep i sleep...time to eat...see my mood den eat...

time to online i online ^^ ...

ok wadever...

jus learning to put unhappy thing aside...and carry on wit all those happy thing ^^

aww! gotten my pay like finally...!

went all e way to town...for shopping...

went around & try as hard as i can to search for lian wanted de bag..

cos its my promise to her tt i will get her tt bag...

but WTF! OUT OF STOCK! :X

the shop assistant tell me its OUT OF STOCK! omg!

shag! HOW?!HOW?!HOW?!

shall wait for miss lau to be back den :)

well..hope miss lau is back saftly lar!..

wit hair..wit hand..leg,head,neck,eye,nose,mouth...and blar blar blar...^^

most importantly...MY PRESENT...LOLS! ^^

if u forget to buy us thing..prepare a parang..chop yr head down b4 i do it for u ^^ wahahhaa!

*joking*

well...im so in love wit pig stuff lar! ^^

but is those cartoon pigs la... :x

if i see real pig..mind u ... i will run the first ^^ lols!

and and..tis adorable pig..is not touchable ....bcos bcos...

got my sliver ^^ .....

pple will liu kou shui when slping de mar! lols... :x

hmm...today walk past a camera shop...

saw some camera bloody nice can! omg! I WANT!!!!

now having a lousy camera..ok la not v lousy la...

at least its my first...digital camera ^^

okay la...

lazy to blog anymore... :x

anw....miss lau yonglian...if u r back to spore...

gib mi a call... thanks =)

if nt i dun knw wad present u wan sio!...

okeh!

byebye...!

2008-11-20T23:09:00.000-08:00

ALMOST RUN OUT OF HOME!
HOME IS JUST A PLACE TO SLEEP! AND NOTHING ELSE!

i thought family = Father And Mother I Love You..
but suddenly feel tt they are both so so so far away from me!
WHAT MEIHUA DO WRONG LE?!?!
hais! had a fight wit mum! and she slapped mi!
home is JUS a place to sleep!
im real real hell tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stomach pain like hell! :'(
hais! if one day i never return home...
den u will know how disappoint and tired im to tis HOME! :'(

2008-11-19T11:20:00.000-08:00

whao! like finally im back to post after months time :]
but dun get too happy first..(cos tis post may sound unhappy)
nowaday other den working...is still working.
well...i hab been working for 1month plus le..and for pple who know wad kinda job im working as..
den u will know how hard it is like..
but throughout tis 1 month plus...i din even complain a single word to my family..
even jus yesterday(18 nov )...i hurt-ed my hand and u knw its like e whole of yr hand gone NUMB ...
it PAIN like hell..den my boss applied toothpaste on my hand in case it swollen or wad...
but end up my hand also swollen.. :x well...working ma..even if yr hand is pain u also cant stop..
and i dun wanna use hand pain as an excuse.. so i continued working..
only after working den have e time to apply medicine on it.. :x
when going home..cos of too tired le..i slp in bus..
and i actually missed to alight..by den its alr 12 plus at night..
so i see not a single bus for mi to take back home..
so i walked back..but half way through i cant tolerate anymore i flagged a cab back :]
imagine how tired im ba?... :(
like tt nvm...when i reached home its like 1plus...and i actually kana scolded..
for going home late after work :(
and i haven even hab e chance to explain myself...and my dad alr insisted tt i went to play or wad wif frien untill so late den go home ! :(
forget abt it to explain le right? and seriously..since he is so insist den even if kana beaten or chase out of house i also nothing to sae le...
but seiously when u r lost u will really hope someone is being beside u to accompany u de..
and e first people tt i think of when i need de is my mama le..
but when i finally reached home...(i felt so relief) but mama was e one and dad tt scolded mi :'(
and they r standing so close when they scold mi..
but did they heard how heart breaking im?
SIGHT!
today...(19 nov)
everything seem fine wit mi...
but when i nearly knock off frm work...
but real brother called mi...ask mi to wait for him for dinner...
well by e time its alr 11 plus..
and we r jus having DINNER...ok no complaining abt tt..
fine to wait la...cos how to say also my real blood brother ma..
and i actually waited him at e coffee shop near our house..
waited nearly half an hour..but is ok to wait la..
by e time we finished eating its like alr 1plus also..
reached home...but again kana scolded...(only mi kana)
dad's obviously jealous bcos my bro treated my a big big meal and indeed bro nv ask him along :x
ok la i admit nv call back home im at fault...
but...my dad actually scold tt im USELESS!
laugh! :'( i didnt know tt im such a useless gal in his heart.
i seriously didnt knew it...(untill tonight)
hais..
i insisted going work...jus BCOS I DUN WANT MAMA N PAPA QUARREL bcos of $$...
my sis & bro working for tis home too...so how can i do nothing abt it?
i went to work for tis home too!
i want help my parent too!but wad i do wrong le? i seriously dun knw!:'(
i already din complain a single word on working le! im useless?
laugh! :'(
mayb...? sigh!
i hab been working continuously for weeks le...i din feel tired..
untill tonight my dad said tt im USELESS...
suddenly feel tt weeks of hard work all go down to drain...
and i suddenly feel so tired so tired!
throughout all tis month...tonight is e first time i complained tt im tired :(
SIGH! dun knw wad more i can sae...
but wad i do wrong le? wad i do to make him feel tt im useless de?
sigh!

2008-10-30T17:29:00.000-07:00

hmm...long long time nv post le.. =x
anyway i also dun knw wad to post about =x.. cos life sux...too boring...
well....
nowadays only busy on working...and nothing else..
tis week my only day off is on wednesday...
suddenly relised friends r all working...e only one tt i successfully meet-ed out is only meijiao..
seem like long long time nv see yvonne,yonglian,serene,annting,sirong,lynn,bloom & hanlin lin le..
hey bestiie..if yr are reading my blog..DO TAG OKAY!
i miss your lar!
anyway...i do believe every single $$ is real difficult to earn lar... =x
hmm..monday was deepavali day...
and i tot my day will be real busy...nope..
but the following day!....
nowaday the BOSS keep coming down to check on us..
cos they hired 2 new worker ma..and one of the new worker...
named : meihua also! =.=" and the other one named : shu hua!
plus me meihua..total got 3 "hua" thr...-.-"
well..boss came..and of cos cant so relex..
but tt bloody shu hua auntie! keep cause me to kana scold =.="
hmm...nvm working stuff dun sae le...
like i said..every single $$ is dfficult to earn..
and if u r unhappy to work..den every single min and seconds u spent thr is like hell long ...
so ya dun think too much ^^
i must enjoy working... =) lols..
hmm...nowaday..suddenly love to hear piano music alot... ^^
who know how to play piano!?
next time play one song for mi as present ba ^^ lols..
就应为自己是新人，所以害怕自己会被陶汰掉
步伐跟不上就要尽心尽力的加快学习的态度。
不需要做到最好但最重要的是，你尽力就好！
当你遇到错哲的时候，不要心灰一愣！
但要从错误中学习！
开心或不开心，是自己决定的，
经过了那么多事，现在我才突然发现我的笑容仿佛失了踪，
想找回它，那真的好难。。
“想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪点点头承认自己会怕黑，
想哭来试探自己麻痹了没全世界，好象只有我疲惫，
无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回”
人一身有3 天，昨天，今天和明天，
不能回头的是昨天，好好把握的是今天，充满希望的是明天！
希望大家天天都开心！^^

LAST day of schooling 2008

2008-10-22T13:27:00.000-07:00

coming to an end of *2008* le...
sch holidays coming up jus in 1 day time...
after tml ... holiday starts le ^^
well...year *2008* is really a unique year for mi.. =)
cos im born in 20th aug =) *2008*
anyway...this year time really past so so so fast can!
now looking back...
really lots of things happening can!
well...no matter happy things or unhappy things...
everythings is over =) no point thinking & upset about it le...right?
but i hab got my most memerable sistership broke tis year...
shag!
hmm...alot of things la..but 1 year is over =)
so sian to think back...but happy thing will always be in my mind ^^
201008 is something happy to remember! haha!
well well well.......
last day of schooling...meaning AWARDS DAYS also lar..
hopefully ALL MY SISTER PROMOTED to NEXT LEVEL!^^
and after taking back report book...
pple like evon,yonglian,serene,lynn & me...
gona rush back home to prepared for work & training =)
GOODLUCK YO GALS! dun b over stress by $$....
get pay le we meet out alright! ;)and wee mei jiao we will miss u for SURE! ^^
ALL THE BEST!

2008-10-20T14:18:00.000-07:00

hey yo! im BACK to post !^^
hmm relised my blog is ROTTING ........=x
acutally my life is so so so boring la.... ^^ nth much to blog also nowadays....
well...work for 1 week plus le wor.. ^^ SEE i hang on till 1week plus le wor ^^
gees! taken my salary on sun day le =)
nt bad nt bad... haha...
lol...but first salary ma...i treat my whole family a big big meal...
which cost mi $85 can! OH MY GOSH!
nvm...next week still can earn back de... ^^ hey went out today la...
brought some liquid chocolates ^^ heehees! nice nice wor..!
WHISKEY flavour one !^^
well....after tt went to my working place le...
NB! hurt myself when taking soup =x...
and u knw...my hand went REDISH and swollen abit.. nah nah la!
sobsob...lols....
wadever...hurt dao also wont die.. right?
hmm...went home after tt...1plus started making sushi ^^
and i din knw it was so successful ^^ but not perfect la..
and it is like "zhong kan bu zhong chi" lols...but actually taste nice la...
haha...will post out the sushi picture asap ^^
today 20OCTOBER 2008! i REALLY REALLY enjoyed myself can! =)
仿佛回到最初的美好了，从新开始了但却好像什么都早已就结束了。
well...hopefully all my sister PROMOTED to the next level! JIAYOU LE!
ALL THE BEST FOR O's friends! JY also!
byebye!

2008-10-12T13:10:00.000-07:00

12th october 2008 :
whao..like finally the job tt i interview-ed selected mi.. =)
the boss say tml jiu can start work le ^^ so happy can!
i promise myself no matter how tough the job will be like...i will tolerate & endure with it...
cos you guys know..i still own yonglian & lynn thier present... =x
and school fees...i hab to pay by myself..and you knw la! girls ma...like to buy clothing de.. =x
lols..i earn n spend on my own..parent wont be giving mi $$ in tis holidays can!
sad la!
so all my dear frien/sister meihua cant accompany yr to play to hab fun in this holidays le..
can! only when im taking off ba?
and im so gona tired myself can...
now alr 4plus am in the morning..and im still down here blogging...
as i promised yvonne to accompany her to go schooling tml..(i nv forget)
meihua promise de thing i wont break promise de...
no time to slp now le...if now slp le..later 6am sure cant wake up de..
later after schooling...gona rush home to changed...and off to working place..
as its 1st time reporting for work...i rather reach ealier den i late.. :)
shag! 4plus jiu must reach thr le..and and work all the way till 11 at night..
monday till sunday.. =x ...
hopefully i can work for long period! ^^
07th october :
BIRTHDAY GIRL! :D!

well...meihua long long time never blog le..
but never forget to post lynn's birthdae here la! :D
but sorry arhs sis...abit late ler...but nvm la ...(wu xim jiu hao la hor ^.^)
happiie birthday wor! ^^
well..seriously..tt day really no planning for yr birthday de..
only knw nid to accompany u..cos birthday ma..
meihua once said..
if u steady staedy come for my birthday celebration without any complaining...
meihua comfirm steady accompany yr when yr de birthday comes! =)
lynn...like u siad..
ever since the last celebration for yr bday is when u r pri 5 leh~..
but sorry arhs...gang up with yonglian lie to u say i go meet eben...
but actually i went to called meijiao & yvonne down...den i went to buy cake...For you..^^
lols...yonglian funny sio..still pei he mi to lie to u^^
haha! real surprised right! :D touched right! :D!
but girl..although yr family having problem...
but strong you la..make mi so impressed! :D
u shall really thx lian for tt night la.. :D she all the way kana jus bcos of u leh...
well..jus wanna say..dun be too stubborn over certain thing..
Nothing can be done to PERFECTION..=]
ALL THE BEST FOR YOU! :D
hmm...tml gona get back some of EOY result le..
GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY SIS & FRIEN!hopefully we done well! :D
and and last but not least..
JIAYOU JIAYOU TO ALL O'LEVEL FRIENDS! :D!
tata!~ :D

2008-10-06T05:41:00.000-07:00

1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up?
look for my handphone.
2. What did you do last night?
MUGGING & listening MUSIC
.3. What is the most important of your life?
family,friends,educationmoney & happiness
.4. What would you rather be doing right now?
eating.
5. What did you last cry over?
sis problem.
6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
MUSIC & friends
8. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
pple tt can b truthful,caring & wont look down on pple.
9. What are you worried about?
education,happiness & money
10. What are you looking forward to most in this week?
exam end & find a job.
NINE HAVE YOU’S:
1. Have you ever liked someone while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
obviously no at all. :p
2. Have you ever had your heart broken?
of cos!
4. Have you ever been out of the country?
nope
5. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
yup!
6. Have you ever been backstabbed by a friend?
Yes. Elina.baozhen.
7. Have you ever had the cops called on you?
nope!
8. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
No.
9. Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
No . never before .
EIGHT WHO’S:
1. Who was the last person you saw?
father.
2. Who was the last person you kissed?
dun knw.
3. Who was the last person you text?
serene.
4. Who was the last person to call you?
yonglian.`
5. Who was your first crush?
dun knw.
6. Who was the last person who text you?
eben.
7.Who is the last person you freaked out on?
elina.
8. Who did you last hug?
serene.
SEVEN WHEN’S:
1.When was your last shower?
this morning.
2. When did you last see your mom?
hours ago.
3. When was your last time u saw your dad?
few seconds ago
4. When did you last dress up?
yesterday.5th oct.
. When was the last time you cried?
months ago.
6. When did you last go to the movies and with who?
23th aug.wit lynn & evon.
7. When did you last listen to music?
now.
SIX WHERE’S:
1. Where does your best friend live?
jurong area & taman , bt batok
2. Where did you last go?
school.
3. Where did you last hang out?
jurong point.
4. Where do you go to school?
Hongkah secondary ; JurongEast st 24.
5.Where is your favorite place to be?
home.
6.Where did you sleep last night?
toilet. No la.at my room on my bed ;)
FIVE DO’S/DOES:
1. Do you like someone right now?
yes!
2. Do they like you too?
nope.
3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?
yes!
4. Do you know the muffin man?
no.
5. Does the future scare you?
yes of cos !
FOUR WHY’S:
1. Why are you best friends with your best friend?
fate? And bcos we love,care & concern 4 each other!
2. Why did you get a myspace?
don't have
3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?
dun knw.
4. Why are you doing this survey?
cos of bordom.
THREE IF’S:
1. If you could have one superpower, what would it be?
to turn most wonderful memories back.
2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
yes! i’ll.
3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be?
water!
TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S :
1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
dun hab!
2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
yes .
ONE LAST QUESTION:
1. Are you happy with your life right now?
dun knw. Maybe?

2008-10-06T04:24:00.000-07:00

woooohooo....!EOY exam gona finish sooooooon!....
by all means O's level gona start soooooooon in jus few days time..
ALL THE BESTFOR ALL O'LEVEL STUDENT ^^
well...today having physics paper.. & CPA(theory)
and stupid lynn,evon & me nv bring calculator for physics..
but heng still can lend from upper sec la =D
released tt everytime we nv bring thing is always e same pple tt help us by borrowing us thing ^^
thanks la pple! =D (esp sec4 carmen) :D
our 1st paper ended at 9plus..but CPA started at 10plus...
so we hab got 1hours of break time between it ^^
so went to eat something..den went to slack =)
some of e PHOTOs here! =D

tml having math p1..
u knw MATH is always my weakest subject.. :x
hopefully i do well ba! i pray hard n work hard!
wednesday ended EOY exam le..
friday start working le.. =) with meijao! =D
hopefully we "CHI DE LIAO KU" ba ^^ jia you MEIJIAO & MEIHUA!=D

2008-10-02T03:24:00.000-07:00

hey yo earth-ling!

im back! :) .....

JUS TO POST SOME FUNNY PHOTO HERE ! =D

(jus receive from serene ^-^)

FUNNY POST STARTED HERE! :D!

THE 6 RETARDED! lols where's lynn? :D

THE "XU CHUN MEI" POST! :D! (take 1)

"XU CHUN MEI" (take 2 ) :D!

they r actually disturbing me by posting a flower(hua)post =x

but is ok la im in e pic too ^^ lols!

THE 5 OF US!

1-serene 2-hanlin 3-meijiao 4-yonglian 5-meihua

THE 5 PROMISE OF UNITED FRIENDSHIP! :D!

MAGIC!pillow can fly! lols!

ENDED! :D AINT WE FUNNY?^^!

lynn,lian,jiao,hua,yiyi,von,reahan! =D THE 7!

SEXY SERENE! ^^ wee o weet! :p

meijiao & meihua SINGING~! =D

twist!!!!!

2008-10-01T15:32:00.000-07:00

wooooooohoooooo!!!!!!!!!
my mood soooooo happy now / tml can! =D
jus bcos someone i hated to the core is gona in for jailing =D
that SOMEONE SOMEONE muhahahaha! OR-BI-QUCK! :P
THAT CHING LXXX LOLS!
but if todae de court he still haven in also nvm wan la...cos i believe there is tis day tt he will be JAILED! wahahaha!
well well well...
i knw im bad to say all tis..
but... "REN BU FAN WO...WO BU FAN REN"
who asked him! hmph! or-bi-quck! :p!
lallalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalaas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IN! IN! IN! WOOOOOO!!!!! GOAL!!!!!! LOLS! opps!
im crazying down here! wahahaa!
WASH CLEANER YUOR BUTT AND GO IN LA..! but is ok la..
got FREE meal for YOU ...wahahaha! :p!

for CHING Lxxx! :D!

2008-09-29T20:39:00.000-07:00

(lols 15 liao still doing childish acts :p!)

hey yo earth-lings! =D oh yeah gona post abt my wonderfull 3 days here ^^

firstly..todae 3o september...actually also nothing happened la =)

finished my chemistry paper at 9.20 am..but paper is difficult can..

mdm loi cheat my feeling..she say will be easy wan =x HMPH! *dun friend her liao* lols..

29th september..

just *SOMEONE LA SOMEONE*! so idiot can..

write social studies notes on the left leg..but came out de question all cannot be used..

but only the divided loyalty de can be used =x ...

after engliah paper 1 & social studies exam...cabbed back home with lian..

jus some funny things happened la.. make mi laugh till cramp haha!

den at afternoon accompany to lavender make I.C but bloody hell..

i forgotten to ask her bring along her parent I.C too =x

sorry ah! i really forget!

well...27th september..

went out wit my gang oso la.. is so FUN can! on top of tt...im ok wit han lin le ;D

back to normal friend like finally can.. :D

first station of the day..we went to IMM..for our gathering lunch! ^^

but sad for lian la.. her bracelet tt her stead new brought for her is lost when half way we shopping =(

well..dun be sad la...i oso lost my black ring =( saded!

after lunch..we went back to entertainment..

spent more den 20 min in the neo print shop! ^^

wahahaha! i will jus show some of the neo print out la ^^ but not v.clear..

after taking photo..cabbed 2 cab down to cheveron's kbox ^^

wahahaha is fun can.. sing sing sing! ^^ ok la post till here gtg..

last but not least happiie belated birthdae to my sis YONGLIAN! =D

lian & me =D

lian & hanlin =D

lian & vonvon =D

lian & meijiao =D

lian & lynn =D

lian & serene =D

MEIHUAAAAA! =D

ME & SERENE =D

SOLO!~ ^^

LUNCH-ING =D!

MY HAPPY BIG FAMILY! =D

SERENE ^^ (guess wad she's doing ba ^^)

2008-09-26T09:16:00.000-07:00

hey earth-lings...
whao nowadays so busy bodoh!
busy mugging... =x......
well...todae was the first people..(chinese p1 & p2 )
paper1 is letter writing & composition...both given de question so difficult wan...
and i spent 15min to think of wad to write =x ...(wasted so much time)...
lols..i hab got 2 no link answer la..LAME ME!....
and todae bloody whether...(*raining*) and im sitted nearest to e window...
bloody cold man! but nvm la i like e position im sitted at ^^ ...
well...kelvin & carmen win liao lor...they said e paper is easy =x ...
probably their chinese standard better den mine ba? =D
OMG! mondae having engliah paper 1 & social studies paper..
wah! social studies need remember alot of thing sia... =x ....
i'll be the fist to fall asleep =x lols...
no worries! i try my best! =D wish mi all e best & gd luck ba! =D
woooohooooo! tml celebrating lian's birthdae! =D ...
hopefully everything will b fine.. & happy for her! =D
hey! 15 years de frien/mei HAPPY BIRTHDAE IN ADVANCE LA! =D
c'ya! =) goodnight earth=lings!

2008-09-22T01:32:00.000-07:00

whao! like fianlly my identity card (IC) is ready cann!
but its ugly de lor! =x
well..i started my dae wit such kuku mood can!
some of our converastion ( lian & me)
me : later got english oral right?!
lian : ya.
me : HUH! than i will be e 2nd to take oral lea! omg how?how?!
lian :must b relex..like mi..wait till in class thn worry la..now worry also no use ma..
me :whalao 2nd lea..oh..which preriod is english?
lian :2nd period lor.
me : wad e hell! sure die wan lah!
so..i waited till 1st period bell is gone..
but 2nd period is physic.. i was like giving lian (=.=") face..
hmm after recess is den my eng lesson..
well..my index was no.2 ...
but im e first to take oral lea..WEIRD!
but more better la..well..
after reading..mrs yeo commented mi..
*meihua u can read one..yr eng improve alot since sec1..jus u have got no confident in yrself.but u pronouced the words correctly..)
hmm..the picture discussion & conversation is badly done la...
picture discussion is always my weaker part la..i said i cant make it de liao..
but mrs helped me alot can!
conversation~
mrs yeo ask..did u help anyone of yr sch mate.tchers or best frriends when they r facing problem b4?
*the first thing in my mind was..i where got so kind wan?*
but i answered it wit my imaginaion la..
den mrs yeo continued..if u r given a choice u will choose to stay in cities or countryside?
here comes all my craps & also no links answers... =x
i answered i will choose cities..(part of the reason is i dun knw wad & where is a countryside =x )
well..after my oral..i were doing my eng mock test..
i haven even start and e bell rang le.. =x but i can do it tml one ^^
doing my mock chinese test too..
yes! i tot tis time e paper is much more easier le =)
hopefully i done well bahs! =) same goes to all my sister alright! ^^
ALL THE BEST LAH GALS!

2008-09-20T08:17:00.000-07:00

happiie birthdae to CHUN LIANG!
hmm..heh heh! my com is back to normal man!
so happiie bodoh! ^^
but wont use for everydae le..exam coming up sia..
and and..stupid mrs yeo arranged our oral on 19sep..
scared mi sia..i prepared myself untill mad man! but she can happie happiie changed e date again lor..changed to 22sep.. =.= need to worry 1 more time le lor! :x
well..hope all sister are doing well in english & chinese oral alright! :)
hmm..recently got back my term 3 result..
hmm..for mi i feel tt i din do well la..
esp my chinese subject! fed up cann! >:(
sec1 & 2 im always e top in my class for chinese..but sec3?
hais..i failed sia! UNBELIEVABLE CAN! :(
my "nice" result.......
english : 58 ( but i improved..normally i'll fail wan..)
chinese : 41 ( sad la)
math : 56.7 (shock to see myself passing ^^ )
science/phy&chem :76 (whao ^^ )
combine humanities : 35
CPA : just passed
well..i failed 2 subject..over all..
but heng tt i still pass 1 english & 2 other subject ^^
alright end my post here beh! ^^
todae taken neo print in my drean man! happy cann! =)( someone u knw rite! ^^)
alright take cares!

2008-09-17T22:12:00.000-07:00

well..life is so sucky todae man!
seriously bcos of small things den get to quarrel ... is like so wad can..
if u know its pain to do things on others den why will u do it to yr FRIEND or SIS sia?
okay la playing is still fine wit mi..! meihua can take jokes wan..
but wad i saw was tt..YOU ARE SERIOUS MAN! hais..
sis if im wrong i will apologise..but i seriously dun think tt im in e wrong gals..
u gals know my attitude..mostly if i knew im wrong i will apologise wan..
hais..i explained myself to u gals..
if u gals doesnt believe mi..
den no reason for mi to explain anymore..
for wad i know..if nothing tt i done wrong i shouldnt hab said sorry..
but to get back my friendship..den im here to apologise den..
bcos of tis..yes she cried in class..but why cry sia? hais..im so fed up bcos of tis..
seriously meihua dun get angry easily wan... hais nvm..
i said so much u gals believe mi ma? i wonder den.. :(
well.. exams coming le gals.. study harder den..
i din know friendship is so hard to maintain..
if nv bcareful..it will slip off v.easily...
hais..* to serene & lian *
i hab explained..but up to ur to believe or not ba..
sorry to make yr in difficult position den..

2008-09-14T18:21:00.000-07:00

halo erath-lings! im back to post again..
whao blogg is rotting sia..y no one tag one huh! lols..
well..nowadae.."nothing" hab been happening la..
having sore throat :X
u know around wed we will be having chinese oral..
fri having english oral..arghhhh!!!!!!!!! with my sexy voice like tt?
i think i gona failed man!..lols..
ytd is "zhong qiu jie" sia..but CANNOT eat mooncake :( due to sore throat..
well..went to jurong east library study wit meijao & yvonne..
lols..unbelievable rite? meihua studying lea.. ^^
but is true okay! :D
but having problem in maths.. :x
well.. at around evening we went back to old hkss there de cannal play candle.. ^^
meet up wit serene too.. =)
stupid 4 gal...making "WORDS" with the candle.. ^^
unfortunately wind is too strong la..
we arrange e "words" tt we wanna make den help one another to lighted up..
at least too one picture of it ma ^^
okay..ytd is 15th aug..(for chinese)
like i said one year b4 de ytd is e first dae i be baozhen de jie..
one year later..we r stranger le.. :x
walking at under her house de void-deck..before going off..i looked back for e last time..
and i went off wothout tears dripping anymore =]
last night b4 12am i burned all her letter away le..
like i said..chance missed means missed le..it wont hab another chance to b back frien nor sis again..
i seriously tot tt her life will be more wonderfull n happiie after our sistership is ended..
but nope! heard from others tt she's now facing alot of unhappiness..
dun hab frien around wit her le..
well..i rmb-ed e happy time when we were sis..but i also rmb-ed how badly she treat mi like..
may her all e best ..
rmb i sae let go mean i wont wan her back anymore..i PROMISE ba..
happiie tt serene sis r not angrying wit mi anymore.. =) back like before le :)
well..TO ALL MY CLIQUEMATE :yonglian,meijiao,serene,yvonne,sirong,lynn,annting & hanlin..
END OF YEAR EXAM COMING UP REAL SOON..(at around next week)
wish all of u ALL THE BEST & jia you! good luckk!
remember to attend to nowadaes hor! lots of mock test..but nvm la so long as we pass & promote together to e next level can le :) rite?
someone said tis to mi..now i said to u gals.. ^^
put in effort in studies la..dun totally heck care education..
education is important! in order for u to look for job in e future time.. =)
lols.. may every single one of my frien be happie n goodluck in N/O level..
sis...wee o weet!!!!!!!!!!!! bye bye! ^^
update liao hor! ^^ hees!

2008-08-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

hey friends around mi...
thanks for wishing mi happie birthdae lah..
i receive a total of 25 msg...n most surprised mi de msg was from carmen's meimei de msg =)
n thanks yonglian,meijiao,serene,sirong,sec3 carmen,lynn,bloom,sec4 carmen,priscilla for yr de present..
n tis years was real unique birthdae lah..cos 20082008! =)
everywhere i go i buy thing also will hab discount.. lols..
but after my birthdae..
my daes was like real suay can..
everything i done hab not been tt gud lor =(..
but nvm MING TIAN HUI GEN HAO!=)
WELL MY PLAYFUL GALS INVENTED TIS FOR MI..
"SHI MEH SHI MEH ANG MO HUI!" LOLS..! thanks friends n all whom wished mi!
meihua cnt reply every single msg or tag but thanks u guys here! =)

2008-08-19T16:31:00.000-07:00

hey yooooooooooo!
TML is my birthdae yooooo...
must tag mi and wish mi happie birthdae yooooo...
=)

2008-08-17T05:09:00.000-07:00

ytd went to wild wild wet to hab an advance celebration..wit gang n elina..
meet up at 11am..but im late lah..
so cabbed down to jurong east wit yonglian n lynn...
went to eat n all..
reached wild wild wet at around 1plus..
well..i can sae i enjoyed..
cos at wildwild wet really can scream out loud..
scream till forget unhappiness at tt moment.. =)
lols..celebrate-ing mi n elina's bdae...
so..both of us was the wet-est one.. =)
well..skip skip..
after wild wild wet.. meeting mingyang,kelvin & boon siong..
went to my real blood brother working place to eat.. =)
lol..bro prepare mi a bdae cake ^^ which he sae wanna gib mi de surprise lah..
haha..
well..e cake hab lots of cream sio..
so of cos i play wit it la..
but end up my face hab e most cream.. :x
finished all our food..we went back home ^^
bro den gib mi my present..haha
well..we took real mani photo..
but its all wit elina..wait till she upload it ba ^^
bye earth-lings.. =)

2008-08-13T22:07:00.000-07:00

EARTH-LINGS !..im back to post!
well..i already taken my tagboard away..
cos of some stupid spammers in my blog..well..not ONLY my blog can..
even yonglian,meijiao,serene & sirong's blog can!
just too free to sit infront of com to spam others..
okay dun care lah..
hais..to someone i dun knw..
i din copy e word earthling from yr..n i think earth-ling tis word who also know can?
n i started to write earth-ling tis word dun knw how many months b4..
and i din even know YOU..din even view yr blog b4 can?!what ever u wanna sae think b4 can?
okay forget it..just get so FAN..abt those spammers..OMG!
dun be so childish le can?
well..wadever it is..at least we dun hide our name..
if u dare PLEASE write down YOUR big name..n i dun think i knw u ba?
wad for looking for trouble wit someone tt dun knw u?n even u dun know de?
okay drop tis sub..
coming saturday going to wild wild wet le ^^
hope so things goes on well ba.. =)
i will update my blog after my bdae again =)
bye GUYS.. :)

national dae!

2008-08-09T19:52:00.000-07:00

EARTH-LINGS !

yesterdae was national dae..actually didnt plan to go out at all..

but bcos of frien whom wanna watch fireworks..in real live..

so plan to go marina...

well..marina is also town rite?so evon n meijiao wearing formal clothing..
so to serene..n of cos i cant wear untill normal normal..rite? so changed my cloth again..

and i wore a new skinny jean which yonglian brought for mi as a bdae present..

well..u guys know..i din make up wan..

but bcos of frien ytd was my first time puting on make ups..

and is yonglian n serene e one who help mi wit e make up!

indeed its nice one can!?

i din know some "sis" of mine will like tt laugh! n even giving mi stupid look!

anw i was like dam dulan already..

on top of tt...evon keep giving mi attitude..okay la is okay if u talk nicely to mi if u wanna go to the other palce den marina..

infact everytime went out wit u gal..yr sae wanna go where i also diam diam n accompany yr go..

but why tis time..national dae lea..y hab to give mi attitude?

ha! sorry ar meihua cant tahan attitude given wan!

well..since go marina also not happie de go..so i decide to go home..

but i din la..i went to serene's house..

nahnah la she..house so fucking big! her new house v nice siak! omg!!!!!!

den we go to jurong west to look for my real blood bro..

lols..onli mi n serene..but we ordered curry fish..and 2 plate of rice ^^

yummy!!!!!!!but when we wanna make payment..

the boss thr sae my bro already paid for us =.="

anw i show yr the picture which i took after yonglian n serene helped mi make up..

anw tell mi if its ugly..thx.. :(

2008-08-07T21:36:00.000-07:00

whao so tired man! =.= but todae is fun!

well..i tot im late for sch..but actually im dam on time lor..

but in school..only lynn & serene accompanying mi.. >.<>

well..i love the part where by lydia solo the song "qi dai ai" lols..the whole hall was so high lor..

and i love the part when they release all the balloons..n when singing songs ^^

after tt was inter-class compettion..but im not involve =)

so its free time for mi..

walked around in sch..wit lynn,elina & sweoting =)

took lots of picture too ^^

den heard from calvin tt QL already go jail le ^^ hooray!

counting down.. tml is national day le..

7more days is 16th aug..my bdae celebration at wild wild wet..

9 more daes to elina's bdae..(18th aug )

10 more daes to "HIS" bdae...(19th aug )

11 more daes to my actual bdae.. :( (2oth aug )

but like NO one jio mi out.. :( will thr b surprise frm my friennie? =)

or celebrate in school? wit a big cake? but dun smack it on my face (>.<)

i dun know lea..jus dun know wad will happened during my actual bdae date.. >.<

lols..nvm lets count down bahs.. =)

she is my junior jasmine =)

me & auntie jasmine ^^

me & rainer..

me & rainer 2nd take =)

the 2 lamer ^^ me & sweoting =)

acting cute ^^

me & rainer again =)

meihua,cuiying,lynn,sweoting & gabriel =)

PSL!!!!! =)

PEOPLE MOUNTAIN PEOPLE SEA ^^

me & mrs erna =) my co-form ^^

me & ah joe! my bestiie =) love her!!!

ytd took de pic.. =) me & meijiao! =)

the onli pic i hab wit si rong ! =) perious lea!!

okay! bye~readers...
going off soon..^^
gona go bugis wit yonglian & evon! woohoo~~~ =)

2008-08-03T14:03:00.000-07:00

EARTH-LINGS !..im backk! :)

hm..thanks pple..i can see real lots of pple tagging mi..cos of my previous post-ing.. :)

well..nth really happened nowadaes..

but onli down to settle baozhen stuff..

and..we all meet up at 496..n i tot im the lastest to b thr..

so i cab-ed down..and it cost mi $6,,u knw!

den end up onli baozhen saeing sorry to us.. =.="

A SORRY COSTED MI $6!OMG! thrfor i told them if baozhen sae the SORRY den if i cant hear..

den i wan her repeat again n again..cost it costed mi $6 to go down n listen to jus a kuku SORRY!

anw serene also cab-ed down..5 plus i think =.=" (02 aug )

[03 aug ]

lols..went to work TODAE..wit meijiao,elieen,bengteck & frien..

well..i was team-ed up witt meijiao.. :)

hm..i can sae she's real gud partner when working la..

cos she wont complain much lor.. :) as for todae..

e fucking whether is really dam hot can..we were working at farrer park..

and thr's NO shalter for us..can imagine we work untill our face red?

and we were tt sweat can..but untill night time is real cold la..

but e smell of indian..wah! i really cant tahan..almost fainted.. @.@

saw my pri sch frien also working e same as i..lols..wenting n gang! ^^

wooooooot! i think tis was my 5th time earning $$$$ by my own hard work! ^^

so happiie man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gona buy a big pizza for mummy! her bdae coming!!!!!!! 21th aug..

hhehehehe i 20th mAMa 21th..aug lea.. ^^

lols..waiting for mi to post pictures rite? ^^ but dun laugh hor.. :P

i love tis pic man! :) nice?

our t-shirt ..tt we wore when working..

LOL..my face is SO RED!

ABIT OKAY LE! :)

AND SEE! tis is wad u hab to carry..its heavy de lor!

2008-07-31T00:53:00.000-07:00

hais..my life so sux now..
:( im so miserable now!!!(hao xin ku ohh!) :'(
didnt attend sch nowadaes...cos my skin inffected..
well..i tot im tt strong tt i can just endure the pain n attend sch..
but no..i cant..unfortunately my skin swollened..
and there's no word to describe the pain!..
i applied my medcine..and tears drop without i knowing..
can imagine how pain it is? :'(
well..share sth with yr..but i think my frien din notice anything..
there's once i went out with yonglian n evon..
after sch headed to jurongpoint..to shop for elina's present..(wearing sch uniform)
and u knw im tt unhappiie..not bcos of them lah..
well i knw they stick wit mi..but when i walked pass a mirror..
i bcome so unhappie n sad..u knw why?
cos i saw my own skin..i compared myself to others..
and u knw i felt so like crying out..and i walked further away from yonglian n evon..
u guys knw why again?
cos i dun wan them to b paiseh...
cos pple will like.."wahlao why u got such a frien siak.."
after i brought a present..yonglian n evon went in to a shoe shop..
but i stand outside n wait..
u knw y again?..
cos i dun dare to walk in.. :(
hais..but i think..yonglian n evon didnt knw how i actually feel ba?
hais...jus sharing sth.. :[
pple always asked mi..yr skin painful ma?
i will always answer no..but actually is pain de..
well..pple concerning abt u..den will u make them worry?of cos i will sae no lah..
i knw alot of pple cares for mi..
that y i dun wan yr to worry for mi..
even if its painful..i will endure n keep it to myself..
mum ytd ask mi.."gal u okay ma?painful ma?"
i almost cry out..but i said..no not pain at all..dun worry..
but who knw at night im crying alone?
i remembered sec4 carmen once asked mi..
"wad exactly is troubling you? cos i dun look im happie at all.."
nothing is troubling mi..but pain n tears covers all my smiles..
mama once told mi..u can onli make 3 wishes during yr bdae..
and every year she will ask mi..wad is yr wishes for tis year..
every year the 1st wish..i will wish my skin to recover soon..nv failed b4..
i wonder..when the wish can really come true? :'(
well..frien n sis..rmb i hab a nightmare?
and i actually cried cos of the nightmare..
i was thinking..i still hab alot of thing i haven finish doing..
wad if its true de? will yr cry for mi?
mama actually cried too..probably scared oso ba?im scared too.. :'(
hais..anw thx my pbt sis..i knw yr r trying to help mi..
and ensure tt im real safe.. thxx..
and serene dun make mi disappoint pls..priscilla oso..
keep well the photo tt i edited for u two.. :]

2008-07-29T03:49:00.000-07:00

EARTH-LINGS !=)
those in red are speacially for serene~
well..life always face with ups and downs..
yesterdae can sae friends..but todae can tell mi hate..
yes serene u r my sister..i knw i should help u de..
but meihua no use..i really dun knw how to help ni..if u yrself dun wan to help yrself..
u understand?
yes meihua uds u sad..u unhappie..
but serene face the reality..love cant be forced!
yes i knw u will sae "so" ..
den i will like to ask..
SO wad u dislike them?
SO wad u hate them?
SO wad u do silly things to yrself?
SO wad u cry?
got help ma? got the need ma? worth it ma?
i knw im bad to sae all tis..but...
u r my sister..if u r not my sis..i will hack care okay..
serene..dun b silly to hate someone..
cos at the end of it..u will den realise u r tt silly to hate cos of L.O.V.E
well..sth zy said i agreed alot..
"CHANG TONG BU RU DUAN TONG"
yes i agree...meihua sae le.im not here to help them..
but im here to wake u (serene) up..at least b frien better den nth ar..=)
think more wisely ba serene =)
well..about mi..sigh..bdae coming..but i think not celebrating le?
i dun knw..mayb onli celebrate on 16th aug tt all :(
but actual date will b alone le.. :(
anyway starting to work on tis coming sundae wit meijiao le..
hope everything gona b fine.. :)
bye earth-ling.....cheer up if u r unhappie..
think positively..eventually u will b happier wan ^^

2008-07-26T16:39:00.000-07:00

EARTH-LINGS!=) im back to post ^^..

hm..do i sound really sad or unhappie in blog? lols..

jus wondering why pple tt tag on mi..keep asking mi to cheer up =)

anyway thanks pple :x ..

well..recently i cutted my hair..changed new image..^^

seriously i tot i will hab more bad comment den gud comment from friends around mi..

but its the opposite way..lols..^^

i received more good comment den bad wan..=)

well..after hair cutting..the nxt dae went back to sch..

the stupid feeling is like dam different..lols..i felt so shy(malu,pai seh) can...

lols..bfore my 1st lesson..yonglian,evon,serene,lidia,carmen & me..went to 1st floor toilet..

den i was like can avoid who jiu avoid who la..

but suay suay huiqi and gang come to toilet oso..=.="

lols..so paiseh lor..

den 2nd lesson switch class..lols..suay suay saw joelynn again..

den she was like "KE AI"'KE AI"!! lols..

well..after recess..saw yu le..she keep dun let mi go back class..

den keep stand infront of mi look here n there =) irritating arhs.. :P

lols..walk back class wit serene..walk to the stairs..suay suay saw priscilla =.="

i tot she walking in the class already tt's y i turn n look at her direction..

but dun knw y she walk out..lols..den saw mi.. >.<>

okay skip skip..

after tt they acc mi to toilet lah..but i kana bully again..stupid serene gang up wit pris..>.<"

ok nvm..forget it..

lols..i notice tt my grp all most of them sae wanna cut the same hair style..=)

and and..mondae yr will see ..^^ evon n serene hahas!

lols..jus now edited my photo..haha post it nahs =)

my family & frieniie's =)

2008-07-24T02:03:00.000-07:00

EARTH-LINGS !
hmm..todae nth really happened,, :)
onli recess time abit nth to sae..
well..my grp of frien got a total of 9..
actually 1 table is more den enough for us..to share and sit tgt during recess..in the past..
but now?todae lynn nv come so onli got 8 of us..
and we r seperated in to TWO table..anw i also long long time nv sit wit them to have breakfast le..
cos most of the time is no place to sit..
den serene n me will have to move to another table..
anw is ok de lah..tis make mi n serene b more close.. :)
well..todae really lost of word to some of my frien like sirong n meijiao :(
ok nvm no badmouthing..lets skip tis..
lols..after recess going back to class..i actually walk back class wit serene de..
but end up is priscilla accompany mi..=.="
hmm..something really amaze me todae..
i were having CME lesson..well..the topic todae is "positive thinking" & "self confident"
which is oso the 2 things i think im lacking of..
tcher ask mi.."meihua wad is yr strength"?
i ans:i dun think im good at anything..
see..negative thoughts already rite?..
but still im supposed to sae 2 of my strength..
so i think real hard..and im onli good at chinese & art..=)
well..tcher actually show us a video..abt a guy named"nick"..
and he went thru his life without limbs..
yet he can overcome himself..he even can swim,use computer,pour water,brush teeth..
and do housework..WiTHOUT LIMBS u knw?
amazing! anw nick really hab real positive thinking tt meihua dun have wan..
cos..tcher ask.if im nick wad will i do..?
i answered i will commit sucided long ago..=)
hahas!..todae's lesson really taught mi alot..=)
positive thinking & self confident..=)
lols..after school..i took cab home wit yonglian..
went home take $$..den went to cut our fringe.. =.="
i look somehow like a noob.. :P ..
hahas..wan see my new hair style? spot mi tml ba =)

bye earth-ling!~ :)

2008-07-23T00:35:00.000-07:00

well..15 years of friendship wit yonglian..and she even tagged mi abt annting stuff..
and obviously i reflect on myself..tt's y i deleted my bad post abt her..
and yonglian, meihua really giving u face le okay..
and wad happened todae lerhs?
on the 1st lesson im already in bad mood..
but during recess time..i jus wanna sit down n hab a nice breakfast..
but yet i heard tt serene told yonglian tt she heard,wad annting said to sirong,tt annting is talking abt ME..
well..serene didint tell mi directly..she told yonglian..
and i heard it..
well..i keep asking serene wad she exactly heard..
but she insisted not telling mi..bcos she dun wan mi to angry..
silly gal the more u dun wan tell mi,the more i will get angry..
well...when serene n me went to return our ultensil..meijiao actually called mi..
but i dun knw why "diao" till her..
anw im seriously real angry can..!
ok nvm..i endure..n controlled my anger..
i believed yonglian,meijiao,serene & evon seriously saw how angry n fierce im..
nvm went to buy biscuit wit lynn..
ha! i saw annting heading to tt biscuit stall..
but the minute she saw mi she U-turned..and she even "diao" mi can..
well..im not here to blog abt her bad thing okay! n its the fact tt tis is how i feel TODAE!
and seriously i really give yonglian face tt i sae i will stop..
but wad sirong give mi de feeling is tt ..wad ever annting said is correct de..
well..i can sae tt none of u know wad happened..
well..if u think by hearing wad she said is more den enough to judge on mi..
den may you guys bahs..
well..i dun nid anyone to side mi..
but if u think im wrong den ok lah..go wit annting lor..
since she even attitude mi..and she obviously show tt she dun care the friendship we hab..
so well done lah!..
meihua no comment lerhs okay! do wad yr want..
n..i dun care "he" believe mi or annting..seriously i dun care anymore..
gals~ wad meihua wan sae de is..i really got enough le..
todae almost burst off..!
well..i believe i heard yonglian talk to annting NICELY todae during recess..
but u gal down thr if u think annting gave "NICE" attitude to yonglian..
den okay lor..meihua no comment..
but wad i heard from yvonne de is tt annting even "diao" yonglian n yvonne..
ha! well done ar gal..
I SAE LE..IM NOT HERE TO POST BAD THING ABT "U"
COS TIS IS REALLY HOW I FEEL TODAE!
sigh! i already deleted my post..n if u think u continue "diao-ing" mi u feel better..
den continue ba..
meihua dun give a dam..
well..meihua give a dam..cos yonglian my 15years de sis..talk nicely to mi on tagboard..
in fact i reflected myself n obviously i do wad she expected..
but i din knw tt wad i get back de is ATTITUDE given..
ok no comment..continue wad u want bahs..
dun force mi to close down my blog! i already deleted all post!
arghhhhhh!!!having a blog is really one of my small wishes last year..
since priscilla given mi a chance to hab a blog..when i was a noob..
i really hope to maintain tis blog! yes i knw how to creat new blog le..is simple to close n make new one..
but im sure it wont b the same as priscilla created for mi de..sigh..
and its the onli reason tt i nv close my bloggiie.. :(
anw thx carmen & yeokkies accompanying mi todae =)
well todae tell yonglian n evon i hab my nightmare again..lols..
they actually reacted like scared..but gals..if its true de hua..
this month is really the last month being wit u all le.. :'(
rmb to give mi a tight hug on my birthdae okay? :'(
seriously im oso scared :'( take cares yr r loved!

2008-07-22T01:48:00.000-07:00

ok im wrong im wrong~ i will stop my post-ing..
sorry gals~!real sorry..
esp to annting..
i uds i uds...........hais,,,blog will b close real soon.. :(
yes no one is perfect.. im no better den anione..and im so...
unreasonable
irritating
not understandable
i rmb thr is tis shagua who sae im friendly,funnie,cute.jiang yi qi& sincere in thing tt i do..
i rmb tt thr is oso lian tt sae im understandable..
i rmb joelynn sae tt im kind..
and i rmb pple saeing abt my positive point..
but whr is my negative point?
well..wad u guys said abt mi de positive thing..
i can sae annting also have it arhs..
n i believe she is a nice gal...anw i jus dun like wad she do la..seriously..nth de..
if im wrong im here to apologise bahs..
well..lian satified? understanding enff? anw wad i post i mean it... :]
hais!

2008-07-21T10:35:00.000-07:00

IM SO SICK TODAE MAN!
MY TEMPERATURE WENT ALL THE WAE HIGH TILL 37.4..
OMG SO SLEEPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-19T23:57:00.000-07:00

Todae is the first time im going out wit priscilla,carmen,yu le,yu shuen & yingying..=)

well..i went to meet serene..den carmen they come..=)

lols..at first i alr told serene tt im v hungry..den same to serene la..but when priscilla ask..

we keep quiet..lame ar?

firstly went to take mrt to marina..well..in mrt..mi n serene act emo..^^

cos u knw..first time going out..is like so shy man~

lols..they shop here n thr..den i gib priscilla & serene hint tt i very 2..(very er..meaning v hungry) :)

den they discuss wanna eat wad..well..den thr is tis someone always do opposite thing wit us..

im so hungry yet she is the onli one tt doesnt wan to eat..ok nvm..

finally they bring mi to carl's jr eat..lols..yummy! the burger is dam big lor..

well..we r sitted 2 by 2 la..den mi n serene eat till laugh like mad..^^

cos she used real mani tissue..anw its free =)

after finishing our burger..both of us still left wit our fries..

den was like her fries mixed wit mine.den i sae serene yr fries lah..den she sae no is mine.end up push the fries here n thr..make yu le n her sis laugh like mad..end up oso pour the fries tgt ^^

funnie thing is tt..i keep adding our fries to priscilla's but she bodoh..nv notice..

den we like keep laughing lah^^

well..finished our lunch den "someone" took so mani photo..=.="

funnie arhs?

after tt we bus-ed down to orchard..

well..they sae take bus..but dun knw whr to alight..den in bus they r like

(alight alight..den someone sae nono dun alight) ^^ cute ar?

well..went to heeren & cineleisure to shop for present..

den changed shoe wit serene cos she told mi her leg pain mahs..

but end up i wear my leg oso pain..=.="

when at cineleisure..i saw 3n2 camp instructor..(potato) =)

sad thing is tt he cannot work as instructor le..

well..he is real funnie n nice guy..

talked to instructor for awhile den continue to shop..=)

den went in to a shop..i forget the name ..den i was like sitting down..cos leg pain ma..

den kana bullied by carmen,yu le & yu shuen.. :(

but is sort of playing de la..(they messed up my hair ) sobsob..

well..i revenged =) heheheh!

but saw serene n priscilla abit unhappie..so carmen went to talk to serene ..

den i went to talk to priscilla lor..

but end up oso ok le ^^

well..stupid pris..unfold some t-shirt but dun knw how to fold back..=.="

lols..go home do house work lah :P

well..walked here n thr..den i told carmen tt my leg pain..she actually waited for mi..

cos i slow walk ma..

but she insisted tt she isnt waiting for mi..(lol..dun shy la ^^)

mi & carmen~ =D

mi , carmen & yu shuen =)

the 3 retarded..me,carmen & serene~

priscilla & mi..

they r thinking of mi ^^(hahas)

on the way to je..=D

tis is not ready de ..

on the wae to jp for dinner=D

lols..thr is sun light:P tts y yu shuen cover her face =P

i insisted going to jp..to eat TORI-Q =) dam nice lor the food!

strongly recommented!

dam tis girl named priscilla..she took real many of my unglam picture..

she n yu le even took my ez-link photo! OMG!lucky my IC NO.is blocked..

if not (ah long) come to my house liao..=)

well..I ENJOYED MYSELF TODAE =D

Thanks gals! =D

sth i wan to mention la..cos im straight forward..

well..first time go out tts y i din lost temper to "someone"

yes u guy imagine ..1 grp of onli 7 gals going out..

n is all sec3 n sec4 gals..i dun uds y she cant join us n hab fun..

indeed i entertained her countless time..but she ignored talking to mi..

den i was like WTH talking to air isit?!

after all..i asked priscilla to talk to her la..lols..

priscilla oso gib mi the stupid face tt she cant tahan her..serene n carmen oso..

well in fact all of us cnt stand her can..

she was like ok la dun wan join us nvm..dun wanna talk to mi nvm..

but OMG!(0.0!) she even cried man~

make mi feel like banging wall! =.="

&& when we r on our wae back to je..

we actually switched mrt..to east west line..but sth happened..

onli 5 gals alighted..well nv count carmen la..cos she remain at orchard wit her mum..

someone gone missing..end up she went home herself..

well..i said im stright forward de liao..

i go out wit frien nv got a time my frien is so not steady de..

grrr!!! yingying..big gal dun cry..yet u cried so many time when going out..

n everyone is trying to entertain u..

yet u ignored us..okok..no comment..

i end my post here ba..=)

2008-07-17T00:10:00.000-07:00

well...meihua is here to post..mayb sth unhappiie bahs.. :(
as wad sirong & meijiao requested mi to plan for my bdae earlier..
I DO AS WAD YR SAID..& everything i already steady plus garentie COMFIRMED!..
but wad happened le? well..i planned it earlier cos u guys can have more time to save $$!
and now is onli JULY! i dont understand why?!!!!
i done thing tt is on my limit le..
yes i uds mayb meijiao cnt save till tt much..tt y i only wan yr to bring $30..
and i said before hand..if u really cant make it to hab $30..u let mi knw..
i try my very best to help u..
cos i jus wan my birthdae to goes on well! n happiie de!
but i really dun uds why u hab to gib mi attitude..!
i hate it! where by pple show mi attitude! EVERYONE HAB GOT THEIR LIMIT DE~
i can joke i can play..but i cant tolerate pple giving/showing attitude!
sigh..if cos of going wild wild wet..n it causes u gals to quarrel & unhappiie so much..
meihua dun wan celebrate birthdae le..
i dun wan hear yr quarrel! see how bah!if really u gal not happiie den mind as well..cancelled EVERYTHING..
i spent my birthdae alone hao le..sigh~
well..todae dam fucking sian! stomach pain or rather cramp!..
i cant even stand up straight..=.="
yet serene & carmen gang up bully mi after recess..=.="
bad bad bad~
lols..stupid me..stomach pain~yet before taking cab home..
yonglian sae go buy nagget..so went wit her lor..but stupid mi...
i ordered bubble tea..=.="
end up..i dun knw wan drink or not..but nv drink v wasted siak..
so die die oso drink lor..now stomach get more pain! OMG! >.<"

2008-07-15T07:50:00.000-07:00

todae..can sae FUN n troublesome la..
fun cos during assembly..yonglian,sirong,evon & me never bring tie..
but 9 gals actually kana punished..cos meijiao,lidia,carmen,annting & serene accompany us.. =)
WHAO! the 5 of them so steady bodoh..^^
lols..i saw mrs yeo face so black when seeing my whole group of gal stand tgt..
den u know wad..?9 gals rite? den serene,yonglian,meijiao,sirong,annting&evon folded arm..
den whr can left me out?fold tgt lor.. =) lols..
but end up we r punished to pick littles onli la.. =)
well..troublesome cos..sirong & meijiao requested me to plan for my birthdae earlier..
like 1 month b4 comfirm wit them everything la..
so tt they can save $$ ma =)
so now july le..n im planning .. BUT NV KNOW MY BIRTHDAE ..IS SO DIFFICULT TO PLAN DE..
lucky now is onli july.. =)
WELL..DUN COS OF PLAN MY BDAE N QUARREL LA..
bad for health ^^ lols..
anw haiyo.. like timing not sae v good siak..
cos serene,hanlin & bloom attending OBS camp..
den is like i plan to go wild wild wet on 16TH aug..
but so coincidence..THE STUPID OBS CAMP END ON 15TH AUG FOR serene& bloom..
but heard that hanlin's one end at 2OTH AUG..and its on my actual date! u know!... =(
is like they tired ma?after camp still nid come celebrate my birthdae wit mi the next dae..
tot of changing date..but saturdae is the best time le..
cos after wild wild wet sure play till crazy n tired de ma..den can make use of sundae to rest..
cos mondae still got schooling lea..
well...I CHECKED THE ENTRIE FEE FOR YOUR LE..
we r counted as adult le..so is $13.80 PER PERSON..
i think each of u bring at least $30 is more thn enough le..
but IF not enough..meihua help yr pay bahs..
i sae IF $30 is not enough ar.. =)
well..PLS AR SIS..DUN GIB MI PRESENT WHEN GOING WILD WILD WET AR..
cos present sure wet de..cos wild wild wet ma ^^
lols..
i nid meet 8 of yr..
and comfirm going de i think alr over 8 le..
yonglian,meijiao,evon,sirong,bloom,,shufei,&& MEEEE!
wanna try meet janice N liyun bahs.. =)
serene not comfirm lea..STUPID OBS CAMP!hmph~ nv to be forgiven! xp
but serene sae..if she cant make it..den she meet mi other dae..well..
here goes to pris & carmen too if serene wan meet ON OTHER DAE ar..cos onli me n her..
dun wan so romantic larh ^^
alright gtg..BYEEEEEE~!
i hungry la.. =)
a hungry man is a crazy man~
a hungry women is a mad women~^^
so im mad now~ lols... =)

"STRANGER"

2008-07-12T08:43:00.000-07:00

Ytd went to watch a movie named "STRANGER" wit lynn,yonglian & evon..
tis stupid movie to mi..is scary..at first is not tt scary de..but still yonglian kana shocked..
den i laughed at her non stop..
but after tt i oso shocked dao^^
well...todae went out wit meijiao =)
wah! felt so guilty siak..make her wait so long.. =(
i actually set the timing for the meet..but end up i oso late.. went jp to shop for elina's present..but actually oso shop for hanlin's present la..^^
but quarreled n nv talk for abt 7 plus month le lea..
will he accept my present? who knws?
nvm..=) we saw sharon thr too..wit ECQ..
but we ignore her..but still she shout..meijiao!~..den she smiled=)
den she ask stupid thing..like onli both of yr ar?=.="
is so obvious man!~
she continued..oh..my hair ok ma ar? =.="
i think she reborned..
den wth..she sae stupid thing tt we din even do..
she said.."i tot yr holded hand jus now?" =.="
after tt she went to smoke..before she went off..she wanted to hug meijiao..
but meijiao push her away..^^
den we continue our shopping =)
who cares abt sharon man! xiao meimei onli :p
before going home..mi n meijiao went to play swing..(opposite jurongpoint tt park) ^^ so fun man! but end up i cnt jump down.. meijiao more worst..cnt even jump up n play..^^ lols.. that's all bahs..bye guys!=) yr r loved!=)

SHE ALWAYS DO THE (XP) FACE ON MI~

MI N LYNN~

HAPPIIE DAE!=)

2008-07-10T08:21:00.000-07:00

few daes never blog le.. =(
todae never go school again..but meihua shi guai de okay..
cos i got MC de hor..=)
well..lynn yesterdae came to my house..actually she wanna meet me for dinner..
but end up meet at my house..cos i using computer =)
lols..she at my house nth to do ma..so i let her use for awhile lor..
den papa came back from work..ask mi wan eat DURIAN marhs..
den i wan..lynn oso wan so i take for her lor..but u know what?!
she dropped the DURIAN in my room! OMG!..(0.0!)
ok nvm ENDURE!..=)
well..i went to nsc todae..
for those who dun knw wad is nsc..NSC=National Skin Centre =]
todae is doctor appointment so nid mama go de..of cos mama pei mi go..
when im waiting for my turn..
i saw 1 boy around 9 years old to 10 years old..he actually struggle when he seeing doctor..
den was like the whole clinic full of his crying sound..
after tt the nurses gib him an injection..i think..
well..i understand how he feel la..
yes! see doctor..eat medicine..but most pain the is still the skin..
but who knows how pain we actually is?
but i can sae im already can counted as very lucky le..
cos..i got friends like yonglian,annting& meijiao..
this 3 they once helped me to apply cream on my skin..
esp during camp.. =) n school dae =) thanks gals..=)
& friends around me r so caring to me..yar yr actually asked me abt my skin for jus concerning..
yes.meihua appreciate it..but i dun like people to ask abt my skin..
i will be sad..but not unhappiie or angry..
nth to b angrying abt anw..but sad cos me n other r different de..
i dun wan to feel tt im different..so dun ask okae =]
i will recover..but i need time..
n i promised yonglian sth..if it really recover i will do it..promise!=)
well..lynn over night at my house..
den i was like talking to carmen..den pris online..but stupid!she get so angry wit him..
abt the pic pic thing..den she send the pic to mi..den..lynn laugh like hell..=.="
i actually shocked dao..but end up i laugh oso..^^ yeahyeah! the fisrt time conferencing..^^
happiie siakk! stupid n funniie 3..^^

ohya! i got 2 pictures..but korkor not back home yet so cnt post..
mayb tml den post pic bahs..nights friends&reader~ =)

nightmare~

2008-07-08T12:41:00.000-07:00

meihua's blog..meihua sae..=]
i think i shall honestly sae something out bahs..
i keep it in heart for long..i dun feel good at all..mayb sae all out will feel better?
i dun knw..hopefully i will feel better after blogging tis post bahs..
well..priscilla once said" u seem to b like having alot of frien problem"?
seriously..nope..is jus the same problem repeating again again n again..
well..everyone do hab their own prob de la..
(seriously..i just dun understand something..since in the past can sae till like so da fang tt she dun nid mi..den why now still tell her frien tt she wan mi back as sis?
i just dun understand tis point..
if the sistership is jus tat fragile..den i dun seem tt thr's a nid to be back sis again..
xiagek sae tt she feel tt i still care alot abt her as mei..but no!i dun...
seriously i send her a msg(on june)...but just wanna type 1msg for her..i think it for nearly 1 hour..cos i really dun knw i still can sae wad to her..
den adeline keep ask mi..if she ask back for sis..u want ma?baozhen sae she soft hearted le..
well..here goes my msg to baozhen:harden yr heart n go ba..mayb im not a gud sis for u..mayb in tis way u will feel more happiier..dun Uturn back le..since sae go jiu go ba..meihua zu ni xing fu& happiie..find a jie tt is more better den meihua care n love for u de ba..bye~
she actually replied:im the one tt is not gud enough to b yr sis..anw thx for the before..takecare & lovesu..bye^^~
yes! i know yonglian yr will read it..as i said i sae it out honestly le..
i know yr will think tt i wil soft hearted or wad rite? but no...i didnt..
well..i once hab a nightmare..n i rmb i told meijiao n serene before..
i got tis nightmare..tt i will meet car accident when on my bdae..
well..dont know..lols..my bdae still got 1month plus..if its true how?
& i hab tt nightmare continously 2 night..
wad if its true? lols..who knows? treasure & cherish the 1month plus wit mi 1st ba..
well..must b thinking tt im crazy or think too much le..rites?but..im serious..not joking..i really got tt dream...
nvm if dun believe..byebye~

2008-07-08T01:02:00.000-07:00

well..as like normal..
wake up at 5am..prepared things..den went to meet yonglian le..
went to eat breakfast before going to school..but todae unlike mi siak..
i eat alot..ok wadever..
well..the 1st lesson im always tt hyper..i oso dun know y..den i was like keep smiling n laughing..
untill the whole room full of my laughter..actually im telling yonglian abt things tt happened in camp..
whereby we sleep tgt den who n who snored..well..there is 2 la..but shhhhh...!!
u know n i know ^^
den i acted out how they snored..GOT PATTERN ONE OKAY!~^^
den i laugh till mdm tan cant stands mi =.=" (crazy ar)!
okae~...im lazy to post about baozhen ,keith they all de thing...(=.=")
just no comment man!~
heard that ql was found wit drugs ar? den oso most of his frien met accident?
fireboy?wuqun? junlong?
heard that fireboy was the worst one?
well..okay~ nothing got to do wit mi actually~
just..meihua really really tot they choose the way to go..n end up they will b much more happiier den mi..
but now?dun seem like...seem like meihua looked more happiier den them..
heard that baozhen cried like hell for ql case?sound like xiagek still got feeling for fireboy?
but fire boy got girl frien now le?
is all tis so called RETRIBUTION?!
seriously..sometime, i will feel like..me n baozhen were once so called CLOSE sis..
but just 1 nite..she changed till someone tt i really dun knw..n dun understand..
isit be ah lian den she feel happiier?is it so nice to be ah lian?
sad de was..she once told mi.."jie i dun wan u to b ah lian..i dun like ah lian..i hate it whereby pple act ah lian" but now? who is the one tt is being like ah lian?
well.. okay!~ IS OVER!..
i jus dun understand why...WHY?! WHY?!!!
sigh~ meihua hao bu kaixin ohh!~

sec3 camp!

2008-07-05T23:29:00.000-07:00

3 cheers & 3 cheers & 3 cheers!
hip hip hooray! hip hip horray!^^
well..im back from sec3 camp! ^^
overall i oso dun knw i hab fun thr or not..but i enjoy the high element,kayaking & of cos the camp fire! =)

okae starting from DAE 1:
jus meet yonglian in the morning,den we went to hab our breakfast..and den we cabbed to school tgt..reached school assemble at carpark..b4 going to campsite tcher did sportcheck & headcount..
well..stupid tcher..in my bag thr is 1big pack of chocolate..2 bars of sweet n in my slping bags thr is handphone..lols..she did check till v bottom of my bag..but she didnt find it..stupid rite?
aniwae not onli mi..yonglian & evon oso bring phone along but tcher dun knw^^
well..after tt get on to bus..den instuctors intro themself..1 is azaree & 1 is pram..while reached the campsite..we assemble at the hall 1st..den went to our huts..put our stuff..[3n3 & 3n2 gals hut is no.4..boy is hut no.10] well..i slp near to the corner of the hut oso near staircase de..
den is like mi,den yonglian,evon,meijiao & den lynn...^^
wait i got picture here!^^

others de hut..other group having activties..

we r told to disign our class flag..n we r named as "stress babess" lols..
well..dae1 N(A) & N(T) class r having water n mud game..
den mud game i cnnt plae so i stay at the sick bed wit tcher ..den yonglian they all acc mi^^
sick bed got air-con lea lols..
after mud walk is water game..rafting n kayaking..lols..my kayaking partner was lidia..
both of us were like dam funniie can..we were like shouting paddle left & right..den almost bang
on the fish farm..den lidia keep saeing got dogs got dogs!
lols..after those game den we went to hab wash up! den wait for dinner lor..
den at night we hab our kidnapped game..kelvin & ju were kidnapped..well..n3 were seperated in odd & even group..haha we r the second group tt won that game^^ after tt was supper time den light off le..around 11.30 jiu light off le..lols..im the 2nd to slp amoung the 5sis..really v tired!

DAE2:Need to assemble at 6.30am..so i woke up at 5.30am to wash up..den wait for frien..
wah! after tt so kuku siak..do the stupid budah clap..at first is do 100 de..den the chef jeff not happie den do another 100..den is like 200 clap liao well..he is still unhappiie wit our performance den do another 100..jus 1 morning onli we done 300 budah clap..=.="
muscle cramp liao siak..den the whole afternoon we r doing high element n climbing wall..
took pis oso..

some of the n3 boys..

belayer..n supportors..

this is banabus ! so high up !

after he climb down..lols..

after high element..is planning for wad our class wan to perform during campfire
well..as we woke up early 5plus 6..my classmate like all so sleepy..some even fall aslp..
lols..speechless im one of them tt fall aslp..^^ our tcher like so disappointed lor.
as mrs peh n mr toh r going back to sch to hab their meeting den they told us..they hope to see us perform well n surprise themwhen they r back for the campfire night..
after tt den our instructor said..after lunch is plae flying fox..well..is true la..some of my classmate try it..
but when is almost my turn to try..chee bye one of the boy make spoiled the ledder..so wasted den cannot plae le..>.<>

den our instuctor said if we finish discussing,prepared well..if they saw we r having teamwork den we can go for our wash up earlier..obviously..we work as a class la..

we done our cheer..prepared the performance tt we gona show..

den went to wash up le..

after tt went to hab our dinner

dinner time!

other class de instrctors..

after dinner is campfire le..^^

mrs tan n alot of tcher were there! =)

i saw mrs yeo.mr & mrs cheen..mrs peh,mr toh,n lots more other class de tcher..

well.when mrs tan start the fire den everyone get so high!^^

den see claases by classes done their performance..

our class was second last to perform..

well..our class acted our daily schooling daes..n show how bad n good our class can be like..

den put up the act..den last part of our performance is we said some thing touched our tcher

esp..mrs yeo,mrs peh,mr steven toh& mrs erna..=)

instuctors r dancing for us! =)

after campfire..is party time!^^

after campfire..instuctor gib us debrief..den we went to wash up den light off le..

b4 tt serene came to our hut to look for us..den we ask her to changed hut come our hut slp..

den she really come..^^ lols..b4 lights off we took out our chocolates sweet n drinks out..small party in hut..lols..den 6 sis slp 1 row..! wee woo wee!

dae3:went to assemble..den eat breakfast..den do area cleaning..

lucky n3 onli clean huts..3n2 n 3A wash toilet..lols..

after area cleaning..den bus-ed back to hkss..

OH YA OUR CLASS WON THE BEST IMPROVMENT AWARD!HOORAY!~

PACKING UP! BAGS MOUNTAIN BAGS SEA..=)

ON BUS!

me n meijiao!

mi n serene!

mi n lian in our hut..lols

ME & SAFINAH!

we r BACKK! HOORAY!

me & my gal friens[classmates]!

instructor potatos..funniest instuctor..3n2 de..

2008-07-02T03:05:00.000-07:00

arghhh! dam
tired siak..
well..todae i pon school again..
tml going sec3
camp le lea..sure not
enough sleep de siak..so todae must slp dao i happiie first..^^
well..go school also sian..hearing frien quarrel here n there..
i tot going camp n
we shall be happiie de?
but nv knw will lead yr to
quarrel here n there..shoot here n there..
ok wadever..tml camp le..
hopefully everything goes on well...
ALL SISTER & ME..!

DUN MISS US TOO MUCH MANZ!^^ BYEBYE!~

dun worry i will try to bring phone & take pic!

2008-06-29T00:40:00.000-07:00

Firstly..HAPPIIE BIRTHDAE TO YVONNE!^^

well..yesterdae was yvonne's birthdae...so before meeting yvonne,janice,meijiao & lynn at

jurongpoint...i went to yonglian house to meet her..so yonglian teach me how to change blogskin..

well..i understand..but abit blurblur de la..lols..

after yonglian teach-ed me..den she went to bathe n prepared her things..

so i at her room use computer..den chit chat wit carmen & priscilla...

well..as i told carmen..hanlin is going for the steamboat too..but disappoint de is..

he didnt show up.. :(

went to jurong point meet evon,lynn,meijiao & janice,,

den headed to tiong bahru there to enjoy our steamboat..^^

as we are waiting to have place to sit..yonglian,lynn.janice & me..bluff yvonne tt we wanted to go toilet..but actually we wanna go buy her birthdae cake..^^

well..here is some photo's ^^

HER BIRTHDAE!!!!

THE 6 CRAZY GIRLS..(SISTER'S)

THE STEAMBOAT WE HAB!(mini steamboat)

THE MONEY WE SPENT!

lols..yes $$ gone..but seriously we hab really tons of funn!!

i knw yvonne was real surprise to see the cake! hahas ^^
well..seiously we eaT till dam fucking full lor..cos we jus hab to pay the fix price den we can anihow order..ani food we wanted...lols..

i think steamboat most full de was yvonne's ,meijiao,lynn & janice de..^^

most empty de i think is yonglian & me de liao..

hahas..u know why?cos yonglian & me keep bullying the 4 of them keep adding food to their steamboat..lols..meijiao & janice want almost over flow..

well..after steamboat..den we bring out the birthdae cake..

& tis make yvonne surprised..lols..we sang the birthdae song dam loud sia..hahas..

after eating..we went to toilet..

while waiting for the 5 of them..i sit outside the toilet chair...den stupid yong lian saw it den took photo..SEE!

by right im using phone la..NOT lying down thr OKAY!^^

STOMACH TOO FULL WITH FOOD..LOLS!
after everyting..den we headed back too jurong point..

and its around 11 plus le..

den me,yonglian,meijiao & lynn took 157 home..but janice & evon went to meet others to watch midnight movie..=)

by the time i reach home is already 1plus..

well! I ENJOYED!=)

yvonne's birthdae!

2008-06-28T01:49:00.000-07:00

well..todae is yvonne's birthdae..
as expected la..somehow will like not happiie here n there..
well..seriously the celebration is too sudden..
most of us wasn't informed.. den make untill the meet up was like so messed up..
now..at yonglian's house updating my blog..
preparing to meet yvonne soon...and hope so everyting gona be perfectly fine..
yeah!!!! hanlin is coming too ^^...
will be going to tiong bahru there to hab our steamboat as dinner..
lols..i think todae will be the first time..my clique mate meeting out for dinner..and will be sitting tgt to hab our dinner..!!! yeah!!!

Finally 1 week of schooling is over...^^ (my crazy dae)

2008-06-27T00:33:00.000-07:00

well...Todae went to schooling as like normal..
hmm...without knowing why...im so hyper during the first lesson ...
which is math lesson...hahas!
we were sitting as group la..so my group onli got..yonglian,carmen,lidia & of cos mi...
well...our math classroom is air-conditional-ed..
lols..as i was tt high...so i was like keep on laughing..
den yonglian get so irritated...cos of my laughter..
lols..after tt i told them the reason why im that hyper..(well is jus sth lame la..)
den carmen,yonglian & lidia..get influence by mi too...
of cos we hab done our group work..den while waiting for teacher to teach others classmate..
den we 4 gals like crazy le..im the one tt started crapping la..lols..
i think at first mi n yonglian were complaining abt evon not presence-ing in school..
like very dam pang seh..somemore tml is her bdae..
she sae wan celebrate but she haven even comfirm where she wanna go..n how much..the celebration will cost over all...THE BLUR QUEEN(refering to evon)..
lols after tt..cos we turn on the air-con..den mdm linda tan was complaining very COLD~
den i was like saying: will meh?cold meh?so hot!..den i turn to yonglian(she sit bside mi)..
den i asked her..cold meh? did u see bei ji xiong(polar bear) is dancing?
den yonglian was like:HUH?! wad u talking? why u so hyper? sot sia u..
den i said:cos mdm tan said cold ma..den can u see bei ji xiong is dancing?(den i down thr dance la)^^ hahas..
well...after tt she herself also laughing =.=" ( sot siak) lols...
hahas..u knw wad? carmen heard wad mi n yonglian said de thingy..
den she down there laughing too...=.="
well...when i start laughing..and its difficult for mi to stop..
lols..den yonglian n carmen stop laughing liao..but mi still down there self high..^^
they(yonglian,carmen& lidia) heard my laugher..den they start laughing again..
SO HYPER RITE?~
well...den yonglian see mi so high..
den she done sth which make mi laugh again..(and cant stop in few min times..)
thing goes on like tis~
well..as i was crapping all along..
den yonglian was like giving mi the (=.=") face..obviously she laugh like mad oso la..
den she put her hand infront of mi..den wan mi to choose 1 finger...
i choosen the 4th finger..
den she show mi sth LAME..which oso make mi laugh like mad..
as i choosed the 4th finger..den she use the 4th finger to poke her waist..den she said"hahahs yr joke so funnie making mi laugh".. (0.o)
lame her :p ..
well...onli math lesson we r that hyper la..
the rest of the lesson is dam boring de lor...
heng is fridae..school ended at 12.30..
after school..bcos of the stupid sun..den we cabbed back home.. =)

WOOT!!!!!TML IS EVON'S BIRTHDAE! HAPPIE BIRTHDAE IN ADVANCE EVON!!!^^ The blur queen! birthdae girl! ^^
this is the most nice pic i could find..(i think..)
comfirm going out le ma? comfirm soon!!!!

report book gotten backk....

2008-06-26T03:03:00.000-07:00

well...todae i pon school...
really freaking tired....SORRY PANG SEH! lian n von liao...
lols...dun knw wad's going on in school aniwae..
onli knw todae got o'level oral?
ya den earli morning jiu sms yonglian telling her im not going to school... :]
den wished carmen n priscilla gudluck...
but end up i so malu(pai seh) siak..
cos...carmen's oral is on fridae...den priscilla's on next mondae...
lols...ya! carmen wished ni alot of times le wor...must get distinction horr!^^ jiayou!
well...nothing wanna blog abt de liao...>.< lols...shag...ytd gotten my report book back...
MY PATHETIC RESULT!....
english= 49marks
chinese=55.5marks
mathematics=30.1marks
science=45marks
combine human(S,G)=28marks only
CPA=51marks
CME=B
level position=94/122
class position=16/38
conduct=FAIR
caroline lee complained tt im too quiet in class...cos keep on slping..
mrs peh commented:im easily distracted sometime..i shown tt im capable of good work n must make more effort to improve my wearker subject..
lols..see how sux my result is....!
I WAN TO IMPRVOE TOO! yi ding yao!

为了我就当作这次为了我 ...我要你从此好好过 !...

3rd dae of schooling...

2008-06-25T05:47:00.000-07:00

Todae need to report to sch at 8.30am.. i woke up at 7plus..
and i still hab to take bus to sch..n i need time to prepared things too..so is really not enough time..
by the time i meet yonglian..is already 8 plus le...so i suggested to take cab to school..
but of cos we went to pack our breakfast at mac-donald first...
while in cab we finish eating oso..^^
well...I LOVE MATH LESSON! i may not b a fast learner..
but by having heard of this fierce teacher MDM LINDA TAN..
lols..i really dun dare to sleep in her class..but seriously she's nice to mi!!! i learn something tis 2 daes!! REALLY! ^^
well....heard alot of thing frm serene..seriously she isnt happie..i can tell...
but she keep smiling to mi..act as if she is fine..but all the more our conversation is all abt lesson n zy thing...sigh...serene ar serene....sigh...
my dae is boring todae...
took some photo's in class due to boredom..

is really dam fucking bored! cher niam niam niam! grrrr!

lamer la mi ^^

see so guai listening to lesson ^^

meihua& vonvon =) muackks!^^

lianlian n huahua! ^^ *muackks* i loved tis pic! ^^

my 2 sister! lameiie
well...tis pic is onli wan disturb him onli..(i dun mean aniting)
jus frien frien korkor onli..tts all =) dun misunderstand..he gt stead named cuiying de..

well...nothing to post le lea...
aniwae wishing serene goodluck bahs...
dun b a silly girl la serene ! =) DUN CUT HAND AGAIN LERHS!i will b angry de hor!
stop cutting! i knw u did view my blog b4..hope u view again ba!

[back to sch the second dae..]

2008-06-24T03:44:00.000-07:00

well..2nd dae of schooling...yes! is tired...
but i learned something todae..^^
eh..my 1st lesson is math...well..also my 1st lesson wit mdm linda tan...
seriously..she's good to mi..
hmm...i didnt even concentrate on her lesson la..cos every math lesson..
im not even interested at all...keep wanting to fall aslp..
i remembered she gave us worksheet to do..n the topic was my weakest topic..
so..i lie down on the table..den mdm tan asked mi.."meihua why didnt u get started doing?"
den i said.."i dun knw how to do" ... lols..
she jus came to mi personally...n wanna teach mi..den i remembered i said..
"cher..dun nid waste time teaching mi de la..im not interested at all on math..dun nid spent time teaching mi this idiot de la"
den mdm tan said.."no worries..i will b patient on teaching u..n i believe u can make it de.."
well..i really pay attention on wad she's teaching..(she teach a total of 4 times on jus the same qn den i finally understand)
well..see how pathetic my math is..but after understanding..i manage to do the rest of the question la.. ^^
hm..went to P.E lesson after tt..well..nth happened la..onli taking height n weight lor..
hahas im the tallest among all girls in my class! ^^
after p.E.. went to my english lesson..hahas..someone is fighting in class..but hack care la..
but i knw mrs yeo was dam angry..=.=
after tt mr cheen went up to my class...come to my class niam niam niam...having lecturing lesson..=.=
well..but during CPA was fun man..we promise cher tt we study for 40min..den the rest of 20min let us use internet..den cher oso agreed..^^
wah! the class like so co-operative lor..^^
well..after sch..onli mi n evon waited outside sch gate..
den saw serene talking to priscilla..so mi n evon went up to disturb disturb lor..^^
well..serene n pris were talking abt drug drug ting n zy de la..but evon down thr crapping..
lols...we waited for benny too...den cab-ed down to jurong polyclinic..
but at jvss thr bus stop den i bus-ed back home le..
[tt's all for my schooling todae] TIRED! lols..
DUN LIKE TO SEE MRS YEO WIT THE ANGRY LOOK..SMILE MORE PRETTY..^^

SCHOOL STARTED (the 1st dae!)

2008-06-22T22:56:00.000-07:00

yonglian anihow take photo's!

sigh..schooling started again le..
as per normal..i wake up at 5am..went to bathe n prepared for schooling..
went to meet yonglian.. went to hab our breakfast..
when the time we reach school..already need to assemble le..so we just remain at the car park..
well..alot of people give comment tt my hair was so brown in colour.. =.=
but aniwae im already prepared to be caught..
well..as expected..my co-formed teacher pointed mi,yonglian n carmen out..due to hair colour.. =.=
among all sec3 girls..my hair colour was the most obvious one...
but mr cheen gib us chance n said,"is either u wan mrs caroline lee to dye back black for u or..
he gib us time to dye back black untill the next dae morning n we hab to report back to him.."
but i choose to let teacher dye..den yonglian n carmen accompany mi too.. ^^
well..mrs lee helped mi to dye back black..but after dying for mi..she hab to go for lesson..
so yonglian n carmen hair was dye by mrs yeo.. :x
hahas..after mrs lee gone..i washed my hair..so now my hair still somehow red.. ^^
but mrs yeo too skillful liao..yonglian n carmen's hair black like charcoal hahas..
around 10.40am den we went back to class.. :) lols..yonglian was all the wae complaining abt her black hair..lols..(dye untill her brain all damage liao) ^^
well..bad news...now my math teacher changed to mdm linda tan liao..
she use to b the netball teacher incharged de..den she went to gib birth..
now?come back le..teach half of my class math liao lor..=.= dun like her siak..!!!
alot of pple sae she v fierce de.. :( nv do hw onli..detention...1pple nv do hw..all stay back..
and...and..she loved to pick those student tt like to slp in class de to answer question wan...
well..im one tt suay suay always fall aslp during MATH lesson..arghhhhh!!!!
die die liao sia..u guys wait n see how i die in her hand hao le :(
well..now im in sch..having CPA n now im blogging..^^
yar my teacher commented tt im real quiet in class...even during lesson time..
BCOS..im all the wae SLEEPING..lols..
super tiring todae...BCOS IM STILL IN HOLIDAE MOOD!=.="
how i wish holidae can extend untill 1st of july..^^
well i use my handphone in sch..n our VP saw it..i was tt (0.0!)
but she nv confiscated la..lols..oso not sure she saw it ma..wahahaha!
finish blogging le..aniwae my com spoiled..sigh..hope everyting will b fine when i reach home ba.. sigh...

I ENJOYED MYSELF!

2008-06-22T01:19:00.000-07:00

seriously im having fun wit meijiao n serene todae.. :)

well..i woke up at 11am..n i receieve 1missed call..n 1msg..

i tot i woke up dam late..so i went to bathe n prepared to meet them..but when they told mi they r reaching soon..im not yet ready..so i asked them to come up to my house.. ^^

after tt we accompany meijiao go trim her eye brown..

we den went to cut hair..

hahas tis is meijiao..lols..when waiting mi n serene nothing to do so disturb disturb meijiao lo..:)

after cutting the kuku hair..i regretted dam lot lor..

so when we were in bus..i were the one tt keep complaining abt the kuku hair.. =.=

we took 106 to clementi..den we went to hab our lunch at KFC ^^

yeah!

YUMMIIE!

after tt we went to meet ken..n serene's frien...

den we went to plae pool.. but mi n meijiao still UNDER AGE..

so we cant go in..but we still went to boonlay thr to plae la..^^

so fun..aniwae thr dun nid check IC de.. :)

well..im an idiot on playing pool..but serene teach mi la.. =)

hahas teaching in process.......

lols..but after tt..yar i manage to shoot in the ball! ^^ n its so fun lor..

i having match wit serene..den after tt having match wit meijiao.. =)

see our post..hahas..

nice rite?3 of us aimming 1 stupid ball...^^

oh ya...we oso having stupid moment in toilet..

funniie rite? we r having problem when shitting..so we acted the kuku face ^^

den after tt we headed back to jurong point..

hahas..having car race..so fun bodoh!

but i came in 2nd place..serene 3rd n meijiao 4th..n 1st is ken..

well..at jurong point?yar we went to toilet take picture too..^^

hahas toilet was the best place to take photo..wahahaha!

stupid sia my kuku face..but im told to act 1 fierce face..BUT IM NOT YET READY!~lols..

yap..acting fierce onli..hahas! ^^

well after all i really enjoyed! ^^ thanks gal!

Am i wrong le?!

2008-06-20T13:25:00.000-07:00

Well..bcos of school gona reopen..
i make an effort..wanna meet ALL sister out for last holidae gathering..
i msg..yonglian,meijiao,evon,serene,& lynn...
yes!4 out of 5 replied mi..
yonglian sae:im meeting stead tml..
lynn sae:im working tml..
serene sae:im going out tml..sorriie...
meijiao sae:ok ar..but im going to yr hse thr to hab haircut..n probably trim eyebrown..
1 out of 5 nv replied..which is evon..
well..the result is so obvious..tt sister's r all not free..and obviously the gathering is cancelled..
and oso since meijiao wanted to meet out..and of cos i agreed to her..
but 5 min later serene sms mi again..she said if we dun mind we can accompany her to go play pool wit yanxiang they all too..
well..after meijiao gone for haircut..we got no else whr tt we intend to go..
well since meijiao agreed den i told serene ok we meet her den..
so everyting was settled..
okay..i dun wan to hab misunderstanding to lian..hope she understand tt..i asked her before hand..
but in the first place she alr said she's meeting stead..but after tt during midnite den she told mi she wan to meet for the sis gathering..
yes..i did explain to her on msg..but yet she said wadever..
well...i really didnt knw wad i done wrong le..seriously i dun knw..
i asked u guys! i tot it was the last holidae gathering..cos sch gona start! evon said meet on sat or sundae..
yet lian she said she wasnt free..nvm..lynn oso nt free..evon? din even reply!
so wad can i do?! i seriously dun knw..
if im wrong for wanting to meet ALL sister out for the last holidae gathering..
den im sincerely sorry by den..
i tot i was so sad abt baozhen tings alr..i wanted the gathering..but..
u guys WASNT FREE rite?..ok..nvm..im wrong den..
im sorry..im sorry okae... sigh...